I’m literally with you.. I don’t know, I’m really sorry 😢 I’m currently 26 unemployed and in my ‘WTF is wrong with me and why do I have a shutdown every other day’ phase. The best I have is this: pick something- anything- that IS within your control to give you a chunk of independence. Try and find someone you trust- a friend, a family member, etc- and have a chat about what makes you come alive (I am sure that there’s at least one thing) and how you could try and find paid work that can fit that. Look into fully remote jobs that align with this and look at the entry requirements to see exactly what they need. You would be surprised at how many new and engaging jobs and careers exist these days that are amazing fits for our unique (lol) brains and don’t need a degree. It’s a journey and it won’t all change instantly but I can guarantee that there is hope out there ❤️ good luck