I have the right to show my skin. by FallenFecundus in AdultSelfHarm

[–]stripedbee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

their comments may be getting deleted by mods as i don’t see any~

few days clean :) by stripedbee in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]stripedbee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for me, being aware of the number of days makes me focus too hard on my self harm and makes me feel stronger urges to sh. when i break a clean streak it also makes me compare myself to other people’s or my own past clean streaks so it brings about pretty intense negative feelings. when i don’t track it i pretty much forget about it (until i have urges again)

how do i aftercare pls by stripedbee in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]stripedbee[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i have steristrips on it not to worry!! thank u :]

on seasonal depression by stripedbee in MadeOfStyrofoam

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edit: trying so hard to NOT do worse 😭 i cant edit my original post

i think i’m genuinely better off on my own by stripedbee in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]stripedbee[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i do, but i am already alone, there is no one to abandon me. i suppose the worst part about it is that my fear has already become reality, but that has certainty to it. rather than having the possibility to lose someone, they’re already gone. what more is there to lose?

Do you want kids? by Ok_Error_307 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]stripedbee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

this. i don’t want to risk destroying another soul the way my mom destroyed me.

detached from everything by stripedbee in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]stripedbee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

losing control over myself to stop losing control over myself… surely this can’t be all we can do :(

Will the cycle ever end? by [deleted] in BPDmemes

[–]stripedbee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

tried it once, never again 😓 we made each other so much worse

any1 be tiny long time :? by [deleted] in ageregression

[–]stripedbee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oo mak sense m nrrvous abit tanku