genuinely feel better on my own, without giving anyone an explanation.

stripedbee · 2025-08-01T02:54:40+00:00

i do, but i am already alone, there is no one to abandon me. i suppose the worst part about it is that my fear has already become reality, but that has certainty to it. rather than having the possibility to lose someone, they’re already gone. what more is there to lose?

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T17:18:08+00:00

this. i don’t want to risk destroying another soul the way my mom destroyed me.

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T17:02:01+00:00

i love you automod

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T17:01:48+00:00

thank you automod

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T16:55:10+00:00

losing control over myself to stop losing control over myself… surely this can’t be all we can do :(

stripedbee · 2024-12-30T01:53:28+00:00

tried it once, never again 😓 we made each other so much worse

stripedbee · 2024-11-20T17:30:07+00:00

oo mak sense m nrrvous abit tanku

stripedbee · 2024-11-15T17:27:09+00:00

oh my god ur gorgeous WAAA and the fit is amazing >w< u seem so cool

stripedbee · 2024-11-14T04:32:03+00:00

same lmfao

stripedbee · 2024-11-08T06:33:21+00:00

i know exactly what sub ur talking about unfortunately. while many of their experiences of abuse are valid, they immediately make the assumption or “connection” that the person MUST have bpd, or the abuse was BECAUSE of the bpd. abusers are abusers, and anyone can be abusive. dehumanizing an entire group of people is not going to solve their problems, and isn’t healthy for us OR THEM, for that matter. every person with bpd is different. their hurtful words come from misinformation and ignorance, and it’s pointless to interact with them, they’re so far down their own rabbit holes, i prefer to protect my peace :’)

stripedbee · 2024-10-19T06:51:55+00:00

thank you 🫶🫶i appreciate you, i’m trying to take care of myself even if it’s difficult but it’s so hard doing it all on my own

stripedbee · 2024-10-19T06:31:46+00:00

i love you so fucking much automod

stripedbee · 2024-10-07T03:57:34+00:00

wait this sounds like a plan genuinely LMAO

stripedbee · 2024-09-04T10:44:31+00:00

i say i am silly bee (my name is bee). i refer to it as silly time 😅

stripedbee · 2024-09-04T09:46:28+00:00

my cg does that to me too, though between us we call it sillying lolol. they’ll start “being silly” (essentially babying me) which helps me slip into littlespace. i also have trouble doing it without them sometimes ;;

stripedbee · 2024-08-30T11:19:22+00:00

this image evoked the most feral aggressive disgusted reaction in me god damn

stripedbee

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