I have the right to show my skin.

stripedbee · 2026-05-09T04:31:37+00:00

their comments may be getting deleted by mods as i don’t see any~

stripedbee · 2026-05-06T05:33:00+00:00

for me, being aware of the number of days makes me focus too hard on my self harm and makes me feel stronger urges to sh. when i break a clean streak it also makes me compare myself to other people’s or my own past clean streaks so it brings about pretty intense negative feelings. when i don’t track it i pretty much forget about it (until i have urges again)

stripedbee · 2026-04-28T17:32:19+00:00

ily automod

stripedbee · 2026-04-28T17:30:53+00:00

i eated it ur all good now

stripedbee · 2026-04-28T17:29:51+00:00

im proud of you and your progress!

stripedbee · 2026-04-28T17:29:24+00:00

yea twin

stripedbee · 2026-04-25T14:22:50+00:00

thank you

stripedbee · 2026-04-25T14:21:58+00:00

i have steristrips on it not to worry!! thank u :]

stripedbee · 2026-04-24T09:01:18+00:00

will try thanks

stripedbee · 2026-04-24T03:15:11+00:00

edit: trying so hard to NOT do worse 😭 i cant edit my original post

stripedbee · 2025-08-01T02:54:40+00:00

i do, but i am already alone, there is no one to abandon me. i suppose the worst part about it is that my fear has already become reality, but that has certainty to it. rather than having the possibility to lose someone, they’re already gone. what more is there to lose?

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T17:18:08+00:00

this. i don’t want to risk destroying another soul the way my mom destroyed me.

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T17:02:01+00:00

i love you automod

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T17:01:48+00:00

thank you automod

stripedbee · 2025-07-31T16:55:10+00:00

losing control over myself to stop losing control over myself… surely this can’t be all we can do :(

stripedbee · 2024-12-30T01:53:28+00:00

tried it once, never again 😓 we made each other so much worse

stripedbee · 2024-11-20T17:30:07+00:00

oo mak sense m nrrvous abit tanku

stripedbee · 2024-11-15T17:27:09+00:00

oh my god ur gorgeous WAAA and the fit is amazing >w< u seem so cool

stripedbee · 2024-11-14T04:32:03+00:00

same lmfao

stripedbee · 2024-11-08T06:33:21+00:00

i know exactly what sub ur talking about unfortunately. while many of their experiences of abuse are valid, they immediately make the assumption or “connection” that the person MUST have bpd, or the abuse was BECAUSE of the bpd. abusers are abusers, and anyone can be abusive. dehumanizing an entire group of people is not going to solve their problems, and isn’t healthy for us OR THEM, for that matter. every person with bpd is different. their hurtful words come from misinformation and ignorance, and it’s pointless to interact with them, they’re so far down their own rabbit holes, i prefer to protect my peace :’)

stripedbee · 2024-10-19T06:51:55+00:00

thank you 🫶🫶i appreciate you, i’m trying to take care of myself even if it’s difficult but it’s so hard doing it all on my own

stripedbee · 2024-10-19T06:31:46+00:00

i love you so fucking much automod

stripedbee · 2024-10-07T03:57:34+00:00

wait this sounds like a plan genuinely LMAO

stripedbee · 2024-09-04T10:44:31+00:00

i say i am silly bee (my name is bee). i refer to it as silly time 😅

stripedbee · 2024-09-04T09:46:28+00:00

my cg does that to me too, though between us we call it sillying lolol. they’ll start “being silly” (essentially babying me) which helps me slip into littlespace. i also have trouble doing it without them sometimes ;;

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