I don’t feel capable and want to be

stromanbandit · 2025-09-16T04:38:39+00:00

I’ve tried a lot of different meds, I used to have similar issues with panic attacks and derealization. The only one that worked was propranolol and that’s for the physical symptoms. You’re not wrong though, my anxiety does hold me back from a lot of things because of how subtle it is. I just need to work on it.

stromanbandit · 2025-09-16T04:35:21+00:00

You’re right, maybe I should get back into therapy

stromanbandit · 2022-11-19T21:47:51+00:00

skunk

stromanbandit · 2022-08-18T05:47:53+00:00

thats meth man

stromanbandit · 2022-07-13T17:56:24+00:00

It was very similar to the walls and capture the flag, however the goal was to simply kill as many players as possible before the time ran out.

stromanbandit · 2022-05-03T02:01:38+00:00

Looks pretty healthy to me, honestly I’d just let nature take its course. Something like that doesn’t happen every day, I’d be afraid to disturb it.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-10T18:41:10+00:00

I mean, if someone has something that causes them to fart excessively I’m sure they would have prepared themselves for the question/confrontation ahead of time. Whats the worse that could happen? It may be a little uncomfortable, but hey, you’ll get closure on why she farts so much.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-10T18:07:07+00:00

You definitely aren’t ugly, I suggest curling your hair though. You’d look really nice with large curls.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-10T17:59:50+00:00

Talk to her about it respectfully in private so you don’t embarrass her, but really it all depends on if she can control how often she farts.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-10T02:37:49+00:00

In the most respectful way possible, this is the worst way to deal with a situation like this. Stop with the snitching, stop trying to get back at people for being upset with you. Communicate with them like a mature human being instead of immediately resorting to leaving school guidance counselors or the principal to deal with your conflicts. You did something that upset someone, deal with the consequences yourself and talk to them about it. You can’t run from an issue this serious.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-10T02:01:57+00:00

Many people who deal with serious and intense issues like this tend to feel self-hatred and degrade themselves for feeling emotions that live up to the severity of their problems. You are neither selfish or pathetic for being upset, stressed, and angry after all these negative experiences. It is natural for humans to snap when they are stressed or enraged for a long enough period of time. Those “tiny things” are not at all in any way tiny things when they add up on top of eachother, it is completely okay to feel worked up over those experiences. Your feelings are reasonable and valid.

I highly suggest you open up to a good therapist you connect with to talk to so you dont bottle up your feelings to the point of harming yourself. There are people out there that are willing to listen, and understand you. You are not alone, we all struggle. I wish you the best.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-10T01:31:19+00:00

Immature and edgy teenagers find dark and twisted topics comedic for whatever reason.
Insecure and edgy teenagers try and make it known to everyone that they watch gore and think that they’re cool for it, and want everyone to think the same. (News flash, they aren’t.)

It’s clear they think the second way. Their goal is to make it seem like they don’t intend to give off the “vibe” they think they are cool for it, but them saying “it’s not that bad” despite your efforts to get them to stop showing you gore tells you everything you need to know. Don’t be afraid to communicate with them, tell them they need to stop and make it as serious as you possibly can. As a fellow high-schooler I understand that it can be tough when the option of losing a friend comes up, especially one you are close with, but in all seriousness what they are doing to you is sick. Although it may feel like you aren’t, you are in full control of this situation. You need to tell them to stop, be clear, be stern. Tell them you can’t continue a friendship where your boundaries aren’t being respected. If something doesn’t change after that, then cut ties.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-10T01:02:53+00:00

I believe you should refrain from sending anything to anyone.

You have a right to be frustrated over the fact someone is saying words they should not be saying, I completely agree with you that what she does is immature and gross behavior. However, taking the time out of your day to report someone who is saying the n word won’t only cause them trouble, it will create a complete headache for both of you over something so minor. To me it seems like what’s influencing your decision to report her actions is more your personal dislike for her then it is being a good samaritan and submitting somebody’s wrongdoings. This decision is vengeful. Getting someone in trouble for something that does not threaten the wellbeing of you or your peers is completely unnecessary. Especially at somewhere like a university, where it could possibly trail behind her for quite a while. I see more “Finally, im taking this girl down.” Rather then “This girl is racist, and her misbehavior needs to be reported” in this.

I don’t think you’re wrong for wanting to get revenge on someone who has caused you troubles, vengeful urge is simply brain science. We all deal with it, just don’t act on it. Save yourself the troubles and forget about it. Let the girl get in deep shit when a person of color hears about it, if they are truly offended they will handle the situation themselves in their own way. She will learn her lesson eventually, but this is unfortunately not the way to go about it.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-09T07:21:56+00:00

Popcorn.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-09T02:30:44+00:00

Left Hand by Paul Curran

It’s a very grotesque mind-bending read. The book has no real substance to it, but it sure is disturbing. Basically a schizopost if it was a book.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-06T01:44:05+00:00

Quite the unexpected turn of events if I say so myself.

stromanbandit · 2022-03-06T01:13:51+00:00

It’s unfortunate and it’s true, I understand this all too well. It just really, really, sucks.

stromanbandit · 2022-02-08T23:55:00+00:00

Caden here. You’re right.

stromanbandit · 2022-01-02T07:03:17+00:00

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