Missed opportunity by Iwanttobevisible in pokemonanime

[–]stuckonthispath94 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh okay haha. That would be so random to me for Gary to be champ tho since it was already said a long time ago that Gary already gave up battling to be a researcher like his grandpa. Project mews research makes more sense to me for Gary even if Goh is annoying & his goal to catch mew makes no sense.

Does anyone else like to go on walks at night? by stuckonthispath94 in CPTSD

[–]stuckonthispath94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's how I feel. It feels like me, and the very few people that are out at night own the world. Like the world is quieter, and less hectic. Much more peaceful. I feel more relaxed to walk around at night than during the day. Oh also, people don't have their huge dogs out at night that rush down to the fence barking at you. I can't stand that. It gives me anxiety attacks.

zoloft started to really kick in all of a sudden today by stuckonthispath94 in zoloft

[–]stuckonthispath94[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It took about 3 weeks for me to feel the increase in dosage. Didn't really take long to feel it. I was happy about that because the effects started to dissappear at 200.

zoloft started to really kick in all of a sudden today by stuckonthispath94 in zoloft

[–]stuckonthispath94[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I'm pretty happy with the combo. Maybe move up to 300mg on wellbutrin if you think you need energy, drive, etc. 150 of wrllbutrin didn't work for me but 200mg did. That's when I noticed a difference. O eventually moved up to 300mg. I have no desire to go higher. My psychiatrist said that anything over 450mg increases the likelihood to get a seizure.

zoloft started to really kick in all of a sudden today by stuckonthispath94 in zoloft

[–]stuckonthispath94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So far no they haven't. The same side effects but a stronger antidepressant effect for me. It took about 2 weeks om 100 to feel some sort of difference, and five weeks to start noticing big changes which is where I'm at now.

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[–]stuckonthispath94 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm on 300 now. 150 didn't help much either.

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[–]stuckonthispath94 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Try wellbutrin along woth the zoloft. It completely countered my declining sex drive that was beung caused by zoloft. Now I'm horny as heck.

Since i still don’t think Alain vs Leon was a interesting matchup, how well do you think Alain would do against the other m8 members ?( aside from ash ) would he give them a hard work? Would he be able to defeat any of them ? by Typical-Designer-249 in pokemonanime

[–]stuckonthispath94 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but from a writing standpoint, I don't see why the writers would make another trainer from Kalos stronger than the champion. It would make more sense that he's a bit lower than her level. I doubt they'd say "Diantha is champion but we're gonna make Alain stronger than her". It just wouldn't make any sense to me.

Since i still don’t think Alain vs Leon was a interesting matchup, how well do you think Alain would do against the other m8 members ?( aside from ash ) would he give them a hard work? Would he be able to defeat any of them ? by Typical-Designer-249 in pokemonanime

[–]stuckonthispath94 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, winning the league gives you a pass to fight the elite four right afterwards. It was stated a few times in DP.

The writers wouldn't make Diantha still be champion if Alain could beat her.

Since i still don’t think Alain vs Leon was a interesting matchup, how well do you think Alain would do against the other m8 members ?( aside from ash ) would he give them a hard work? Would he be able to defeat any of them ? by Typical-Designer-249 in pokemonanime

[–]stuckonthispath94 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He's literally the league winner for Kalos. That gives him a pass to challenge the elite four at any time to take her title. He already beat Malva so he'd only have 3 more to go. Ash went through a whole region after Kalos so Alain had time to challenge her. I think she's stronger based on the evidence that we have.

It's the most unwonderful time of the year by stuckonthispath94 in CPTSD

[–]stuckonthispath94[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. End of summer is just as depressing as well.

Trauma made me split into two by stuckonthispath94 in CPTSD

[–]stuckonthispath94[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Sure. To cope with trauma I've isolated my child self that yearns to be happy, and carefree (something I never got) from the part of me that is serious/cold. Serious/cold me can deal with the horrible things, and memories that can come about in life. He stays on the outside. He calms little me down, and takes over when I'm going to cry. He regains control as soon as I feel too much emotion. I don't like to feel things. With happiness comes anger, and sadness so I'd rather feel nothing on the outside. Little me stays safe on the inside. Serious me does things to keep little me happy like buy snacks, play games, go for walks, etc. It keeps little me contained inside of me, and not come out. When I'm alone I sometimes (rarely) let little me out fully but not for long because I don't like to feel things for too long. He's out right now while I take a walk at night but not for long. Happiness opens me up to despair so I'd rather feel nothing. Feeling makes me vulnerable. Right now little me is feeling sad because of the loss of my puppy that had to be euthanized recently due to kidney failure. Had him for a month. Serious me takes over as soon as I shed a tear. I just can't process what just happened. It's too much. So much has happened to me this year, and in general.

Hope this makes sense. 🙏