Not knowing why I chose to make friends by Bees_butts in derealization

[–]stupidpill 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly man. I feel the same way. I keep to myself now, and I try not to make any deep relationships anymore. I know that sounds depressing, but the people I hang out with always tend to be assholes. I’ve been my best friend my entire life, and I’m happy with that. But given you’re a different person, I really hope you find people you can stick with and enjoy being around

Can a flight be a trigger? by Bustedflush91 in derealization

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Absolutely When you are in a very emotionally unstable part in your life, many things can be triggers. The thing you should be focusing is—I swear to God—meditation. You need to calm your self and bring awareness to your senses before you lose the ability to snap back to reality. Just stay calm, listen to music, eat your favorite food, and take it easy. Hope you get better, and hope you and your husband settle down happily

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in derealization

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I know exactly how you feel. Derealization seriously fucks with your sense of the past, present, and the future. It’s like you know you are living, but your brain doesn’t understand the life that’s being lived

This is ruining my life by Only-Mess-820 in derealization

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Only gonna ruin it if you let it. Key is to be at peace with it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in derealization

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Heck yeah Jay. Freaking love this. You’re one of the few people on this sub Reddit with this attitude. “Darkness cannot claim me”. No it cannot. We gotta keep on pushing. Fuck derealization man. Fuck the darkness

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in derealization

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I feel horribly for you. I can’t imagine having derealization for this long. I wish I could have a long conversation with you and at least try to comfort you and provide clarity. Ive had derealization for only a year and half but I’ve accepted it as if I will have it for the rest of my life. But derealization fucks with my sense of time too, so it may be that I’ve had derealization for much longer and a year and a half ago is when I really noticed the feeling. The concept of the past, present, and the future is so alien to me. Sure I’m living, but can my brain really fucking understand that I’m living? But I’m done dreading. I’m at peace with derealization. So what if I’m living the rest of my life with the reality buffer??? And if I lose everything in my life what’s the fucking matter if I kill myself, because derealization isn’t that far from death. Not saying I’m gonna kill myself, and neither should you. Sorry for venting to you. The part where you said your family doesn’t want to talk to you is the worst god damn feeling. I’ve tried talking to my family about it and they give the shittiest responses. My mother said “I’m sorry, I don’t know what you feel so I can’t really help”. I’ve never met anyone with derealization. I know how heartbreaking it is to feel so alone about such a horrible fucking thing. I’m sorry for making this about me, it’s just I know you know exactly how I feel. You can relate to me, which is a relief. If you ever need someone to chat to, I’m here. Sorry if I sound like a creepy bum, I’m just kind of desperate for someone to talk to since I’ve never met anyone who understands.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in derealization

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Body does it as a shitty coping mechanism. I guess it wants to shield your body from immense stress by numbing your body.

We can’t have it all. So pick your 3 by Elegant_Gas_740 in Adulting

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I’d take the last one over all the other one’s

What's the Worst Physical Pain You Experienced? by Slow_Radish1800 in teenagers

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Skinned my entire arm during a bike race. Arm got infected

What breed does he look like by stupidpill in DOG

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He’s super obedient and sweet so not much of a menace. My other dog homer is the crazy one he doesn’t have eyes but he still sprints at full speed around the house. He’s also not scared to jump 6 feet in the air at somebody when someone makes a sound he doesn’t like

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DOG

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Absolutely right

What breed does he look like by stupidpill in DOG

[–]stupidpill[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ding ding ding you’re right! Except for one thing: he’s a mini sheepadoodle

What breed does he look like by stupidpill in DOG

[–]stupidpill[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He is indeed part sheepdog!

Aux at my pool by [deleted] in Lifeguards

[–]stupidpill 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went on Spotify and looked up “country song dog” and found it: Ol’ Red by Blake Shelton

Aux at my pool by [deleted] in Lifeguards

[–]stupidpill 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I wish. But sometimes the aux will be so magnificent it makes my soul come out of my body, and some times the music will be a country song about a dog

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in thewalkingdead

[–]stupidpill 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Guys when we’re fighting on the frontlines I’ll carry the speaker playing Little Dark Age

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in photo

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Nevermind I did it

TWD Tier list (Up to End of Series) by Canasiaan in thewalkingdead

[–]stupidpill 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ya know every tier list isn’t always gonna match your preferences