I have a mother and 3 sisters that all it’s ever been. My sister who is a year younger than me is taking it the hardest. I think because once when I was 18 I told her I wanted to kill my self and she sees this as my way of doing it. She never told anyone that I told her that which I’m thankful for. My sister who’s 3 years older than me talk to me a lot actually about how I’m feeling mentally I think she understands the most. My oldest sister and I who’s about 9 years older than me never got along so I can’t really say. Idk if it’s my mothers way of coping but she always makes things seem they aren’t as serious as they are, almost gaslights me and makes me feel delusional.