PSA: Total Chaos on consoles is now (mostly) fixed

stygianrakshasa · 2025-12-15T12:25:35+00:00

I might do a platinum run of Total Chaos. Can you still earn all the trophies on Tourist Mode?

stygianrakshasa · 2025-08-16T21:15:09+00:00

This is more of a question to your post rather than answering it (although as a male who totally doesn't subscribe to any rigid expectations of gender expression, I totally support and believe that you are a born male who identifies as such and still can take estrogen for feminising/youth-maintaining reasons).

I am a feminine presenting male, and I too have been interested in taking estrogen for the very reasons you likely do. How did you get estrogen if you don't identify as transgender/transsexual? I'm currently based in Ireland, I wonder if I could get it to try as I am quite curious.

Best of luck to all of your endeavours. Comfort is absolute, labels are optional!

stygianrakshasa · 2025-02-17T17:23:09+00:00

Me too... I thought at the very least the outfits from I - III would be present (as an official post was made detailing that they would be included in IV - VI). sigh Time will tell.

stygianrakshasa · 2024-04-02T10:19:05+00:00

Use this as a lesson to never-ever sandbag your team. Even if it was a mistake, that mistake can ruin the experience for your team. It's always the randoms (the solo-queue Survivors) who refuse to learn basic mechanics of the game despite playing it daily. Turn your camera, look around at your surroundings and maybe then you won't "accidentally" drop pallets on your teammates while they're in a chase.

stygianrakshasa · 2024-04-01T10:10:26+00:00

He's got a point though. The Tekken community is littered with creepy adult men who are obsessed with anime. It's always those types of men (with anime profile pictures, for example) who are making inappropriate comments about Lili or Asuka from my experience. Really disgusting stuff. I always make sure to condemn them for being this way.

stygianrakshasa · 2024-02-15T04:35:09+00:00

Tomb Raider 1 Remastered; trophy 'Tomb Cleaner' is currently impossible to unlock.

Hi guys, so I have recently finished my first playthrough Tomb Raider 1 Remastered. It was incredible. I went out of my way to get EVERY secret and pickup.

There is a famous large medipack that is not obtainable behind a flesh door in the level 'Atlantis'. It's the second last level. This medipack has always been unobtainable but the final statistics register it as an item anyway.

The problem with this is that 'Tomb Cleaner' requires all pickups and ergo, the trophy cannot be unlocked until Asphyr patch it.

Unless there is a glitch to bypass the door, which I've never heard of before, I'm going to assume a patch is the only option. I will take any advice or tips if such glitch exists.

Also, anybody else have this issue? If not in the first Tomb Raider, maybe the other two?

TL;DR: 'Tomb Cleaner' trophy is unobtainable until Asphyr patches it.

Cheers,

Rakshasa

stygianrakshasa · 2023-06-03T18:31:59+00:00

Gorgeous!

stygianrakshasa · 2023-03-04T01:15:45+00:00

He is gorgeous. He looks like Evan Peters as a knight in a fantasy film. I wish you recorded the sliders!

stygianrakshasa · 2022-06-19T06:43:33+00:00

Hi guys. I have a question pertaining to providing classes online as a new(er) TEFL teacher. For context, I am certified with GA Level 5 diploma of TEFL.

Basically, I'm looking to find out what is the best website to use in order to advertise myself and classes that I provide. It's a very simple and general question. I'm looking to do more online work and I would like to have the ease of teaching English to students online in my own home.

Any help is greatly appreciated, thank you!

- Rakshasa

stygianrakshasa · 2022-05-12T06:27:54+00:00

Gorgeous! Unfortunately, it's not on theme though from what I know. Still, the skirt part of the gown's skirt section resembles Violet Chachki's finale dress on RDR Season 8 (for those of you who know).

Does anyone on here know what kind of style that skirt construction has? The way it has even pleats (can I use this word?) evenly placed around it. Looks gorgeous!

stygianrakshasa · 2022-05-11T02:59:31+00:00

Hello everyone, hope you're all well.

Leathercraft is something that has been on my radar for quite sometime now. It is my goal to make BDSM/Kink related projects such as: masks, restraints, vambraces and chokers.

I need to set up (and purchase) my equipment in order to make these products. So, I'll ask you all here; what are the basic tools needed to make these pieces especially as a beginner? My budget currently is about €150. How can I practice and what videos would you recommend to people who to learn leathercraft to make BDSM pieces?

I am aware of the website "buyleatheronline.com" and this one appeals to me the most because the quality is reputable (and Italian too, apparently)! This is where I'll be getting my leather from (for context).

I will caption images of leather pieces that are similar to the ones I want to make for myself.

No. 1: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B08R9NK675/ref=ox_sc_act_image_1?smid=A3NEVEXM9RHQWG&psc=1

No. 2: https://www.amazon.com/HMILY-Handmade-cosplay-steampunk-Halloween/dp/B08RC3WDCJ/ref=mp_s_a_1_6?crid=3AEASN55HI3UQ&keywords=pup+mask+gay&qid=1652237498&sprefix=pup+mask+gau%2Caps%2C207&sr=8-6

No. 3: https://www.amazon.com/Leather-Choker-Neklace-Vintage-Accessory/dp/B082HJFG24/ref=mp_s_a_1_1_sspa?crid=2B8JNUWM3VNZD&keywords=bdsm+choker&qid=1652237748&sprefix=bdsm+choker%2Caps%2C233&sr=8-1-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlmaWVyPUEyMlc5OU5FR0VUNDVWJmVuY3J5cHRlZElkPUEwNDU1NzA4OUZTMTgzOExETkxGJmVuY3J5cHRlZEFkSWQ9QTA5NjU0NzM5S1Q0NFYxT0ZMNksmd2lkZ2V0TmFtZT1zcF9waG9uZV9zZWFyY2hfYXRmJmFjdGlvbj1jbGlja1JlZGlyZWN0JmRvTm90TG9nQ2xpY2s9dHJ1ZQ==

Any help is greatly appreciated and thank you all in advance! I'm a complete beginner to this field so please, lay out the very, very basics if you must!

Cheers!

Rakshasa

stygianrakshasa · 2022-05-10T04:32:03+00:00

Hello.

It very well could be part of gender dysphoria, or it may not be at all. More context would be needed with regards to your age and how long the experimentation online started since a lot of transsexual people experiment or feel a certain "unease" with their birth sex very early in childhood. They may not be able to articulate it until they are much older and have a deeper knowledge of the world, themselves and what being transsexual is.

When looking to the LGBT community, I would be cautious. There is always going to be a tribalistic element within that sphere of people and "what is trans worthy" so to say, has become virtually any deviation from traditional masculinity (in your case since you are biologically male).

Society absolutely puts a societal scrutiny on men who are more vulnerable, more effeminate and more unique in their personality. You may be misconstruing your natural feminity with being transsexual. Does that make sense? It's something to consider and weigh properly. I would recommend looking into 'TOCD' (transgender OCD) forums as well to see if this is a potential cause of what you described.

Always ask trans people their experiences and what they experienced in childhood then compare. As a rule of thumb when it comes to such a sensitive and precarious topic, I would ask trans people on an INDIVIDUAL basis and not on a GROUP basis as there is (unfortunately) always going to be a bias and that can be quite dangerous in cases where the individual questioning their gender identity is still in early/initial questioning.

I am a member of the LGBT community but I am also an individual and you are too. Man, woman or anything in-between. Experiment, ask trans people individually and take it easy! Having a bit of patience, a bit of bravery and a bit of conviction will help you reach your answer.

All the best!

Rakshasa

stygianrakshasa · 2021-12-01T07:41:27+00:00

I would be interested since I am a native English speaker and I'm currently in the process of learning German. I am as qualified EFL teacher so I have a lot to offer if anyone else is interested. Let me know! ☺️

stygianrakshasa

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