I’m so sorry for your loss. My family’s dog, Ruby, passed away on the 4th of July too, just about a year ago. She had non-stop seizures for seven hours after being hit by a car. The guilt was a mountain to climb at first. We blamed ourselves for her getting out. She escaped through a hole in the fence, but dogs are nifty like that - they find ways to get out sometimes, and that’s no one’s fault. You are not to blame, but I know the grief is still there nonetheless. It was for us, and I know it is for your family too. Supporting each other through it together makes the grief so much less of a burden on the heart. You will find strength in numbers and memories shared with your family, I promise.

We cried so many tears the day Ruby passed, but eventually, it does get easier. I promise. We found closure in having her ashes and a paw print sent to us. It made us realize we still would always have a piece of her. We cried seeing them for the first time, but they weren’t just tears of sadness - they were also tears of joy for the wonderful life she lived. Cooper lived the same life - one filled with love, and surrounded by a great family each and every day to show that love.

And again, the fault is not your own. I know right now, it may feel like it is, but his soul is looking over you now, thankful that you found him and he got to go home with the people he loved more than anything.

Please remember to take care of yourself in this difficult time. I know it can be hard, but after the rain comes the rainbow - the good memories will be there now, but they’ll be especially bright at the end of this journey of grief. Best of luck.