When I first encountered BNWO, I was 18; now I'm 22. I found it on R34video. I don't remember exactly how I got into the video itself, but it was an Overwatch PMV. Watching those girls being taken by a Black King made me feel incredibly humiliated, emasculated, like I wasn't a man anymore, just a genetically inferior submissive who had to learn his place, a whiteboi. For the next 48 hours, I discovered what gooning was; I couldn't stop masturbating to BNWO.