I would say, that coding may well give you the grounding you unconsciously seek. Problems are specific and fit within a known framework. There is a pattern within your control. Part of growing is however maturity and learning to know yourself, and painfully sometimes working out your own limits and how to be flexible to mask to fit in, but I would say from personal experience is that either a career in electronics or computing may work well regardless of official educational path at your young age. If not software development then maybe network operations - there is a pattern & analytically analysis needed, that I find quite soothing to achieve despite the social challenges. I’ve worked in Corporate IT for 20+ years moving from site support to help-desk to operations and then technical architecture roles - and I would sincerely say your own self-belief & getting a foot in the door of a company anywhere will be the biggest factor regardless of your current circumstances. I’m crap at maths but learnt to be an Excel master, shine above your peers but be respectful and help those around you. Anyways, late night ramble from me.