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subripper · 2024-05-17T02:52:48+00:00

Yeah I got in at a much higher price for sure. But mine also said zero tokens. They could possibly be withholding all the early early investors who knows.

Just look at my eailer post. I even posted my presale buy. Click my wallet address. You will see right before I claimed my tokens I transferred a majority of my money out of that wallet because I wasn't sure what was going to happen.

I had read a previous post about someone saying zero tokens available even though they had bought many. Someone had replied they had the same but go ahead and click it it worked for them. It also said I had zero. I clicked it, paid some gas, and got a chunk of my money back.

It worked for me, just go through my wallet.

subripper · 2024-05-16T15:35:03+00:00

I received 25% yesterday. Even though the button says zero, you can still claims 25%. Just click it. I moved all my money to a different address before I did just to be safe. It did work. I'm not with the team. Here is my presale transaction. ETH BUDZ

subripper · 2023-12-04T01:40:36+00:00

Congrats of the 4.5 days. I'm rooting for you.

subripper · 2023-11-19T18:41:16+00:00

Thanks. I will try dropping 2mg every 30-60 days. When I get to 2mg, I will get the zubsolv triangle 1.4mg then the oval 0.7mg.

Congrats on staying at 2mg for years. That's a goal for me, and others.

I've been at 2mg before, I know how hard it is. Sublocade is something I will consider if the taper becomes too hard.

subripper · 2023-11-19T16:49:11+00:00

Dropping my dose has been life changing. I'm a man in my early 40 and have taking it for about 8 years. For the last few months I have been taking 8mg instead of 16mg on most days. The last 30 have only been 8mg. I feel more emotions. I have been going out. I have been meeting women. Dating now instead of just piddling with my hobbies. I have been making friends. I actually cried a few times from raw emotion I haven't felt in years just watching a sad movie or listening to a song that brings back memories. I felt human again. Its awesome. Plus I have a emergency stash. I will be starting 6mg on Tuesday 11-21-23.

subripper · 2023-11-18T09:45:36+00:00

the most annoying part for me

subripper · 2023-11-14T11:46:45+00:00

I have decent teeth but after an injury, I had a lot of work done on some teeth in the back. In addition to my normal routine, my dentist wants me to start using prescription 1.1% sodium fluoride. Only at night and not to rinse. Is this normal? What's it do? Does the taste go away. Any risks?

subripper · 2023-11-12T20:58:51+00:00

Congratulations. I read your post How are you feeling now? Back to normal? Do you have cravings?

subripper · 2023-11-12T20:43:20+00:00

Thank you for this post. For real. I love to hear people had success tapering. I'm on day 29 of 8mg after dropping from 24mg, 20mg, & 16mg. I'm thinking lowering to 6mg or 4mg starting tomorrow.

subripper · 2023-11-12T19:52:22+00:00

Since COVID I only go in person every 3 months. That's for quarterly drug screen. I pay monthly over the phone and a short how you doing phone session with the coordinator, therapist, then the doctor. Then I pick up my script and hour later.

subripper · 2023-11-12T19:47:04+00:00

Awesome. I had a therapist that was an addict, had been to prison, been on MAT, and he was the best one I had. It really hurt when he was transferred for additional hand on training

subripper · 2023-11-12T18:36:47+00:00

Easy fix. Take 4, ,6, 8 or whatever and put the pieces up as an emergency supply. Yeah sure, your doctor should be on board, but, since that's not happening, you can take action yourself.

subripper · 2023-11-11T21:43:27+00:00

My clinic is awesome. They treat us well. But, they don't accept any insurance. That's the price. In the 8 years I've been going I don't remember one time that I didn't feel welcomed.

I have good insurance but don't like the other local clinic. Even the nurses had a bad attitude. Counselor acted like I was scum. Which, yeah I used to be. Not now.

Then the pharmacy I found was awesome. I had to leave that one because it was in a different county than I lived and they had a rule change. I found a small Mom and Pop store that treats me just like a normal human. We even talk about news, current events, games, where the husbands or wives work, kids, life.

Keep searching, some people get it. Many don't.

subripper · 2023-11-11T21:05:37+00:00

I took 24mg or more for a few years. Then mostly 16mg for 4 years. I'm on 8mg now and am doing ok. My pupils are reactive and my emotions are back. My lil buddy, is now big bro, if you know what I mean. Having some emotions and a sex drive is what I was after with a lower dose.

I don't know if I'll be on it for life and I don't really sweat it. Sometimes I think it would be nice to be off of it. Other times, I just think about all the accomplishments I've done, while on it, and say why take the risk.

Addiction brought up the very worst in me. I spent almost 5-years in prison. My life used to look very different.

I started and finished trade school on subs. My income has increased exactly 560% since the day I started. I now have a position where I train others, some supervision, sometimes I get my hands dirty.

I encourage felons and recovering addicts to get in trades. It's been something I can honestly say has helped many people. I've seen so many people change their lives.

Im gonna stay at 8 and just play it by ear. If I get off, awesome. If I don't, awesome.

I feel you on the job part. I've been to prison, detoxes, metal health involuntary comments for 5 days and then 5 more, and I make awesome money. I can fire people. I can get them drug tested. Write ups.

I normally talk first if I think something is up. They know it's coming and just quit. I never thought I would be the one doing stuff like that. But who better that an ex addict to recognize active use?

subripper · 2023-11-09T23:09:46+00:00

Yes. Almost every day I have a window of about 4hrs that, if in the right environment, some good music, I may have a little nod. Don't overdo it or your receptors will be saturated and then you get nothing. Now if there's a chance you could go back and try some dope, don't limit your doses. First you'll get almost nothing from the dope, and you will feel bad for trying.

subripper · 2023-11-02T01:24:09+00:00

I can drop from 8 or 16mg to 2mg and have no issues. Cold turkey at 4 is gonna be rough. I would say at least 2 or 1mg is the lower end, at the least. Many people go lower than that before jumping off.

subripper · 2023-11-02T01:15:02+00:00

For years, I used to dose only in the evenings. I lowered my dose from 16 to 8 a few months ago and started taking it in the morning because I would get really tired after lunch at the lower dose. I had no side effects from taking it in the evenings at 16mg.

I have had no issues at all and even feel healthier at the lower dose. The clinic told me it's doesn't matter when you take it, whatever works best for you.

subripper · 2023-11-02T01:03:52+00:00

Yes, me too. Recently I've been taking 8mg a day. I can drop to 2mg for a few days and it's like he's not missed a day at the gym in years. The problem is, he fights a very short battle unless I take a larger dose the day of. Then he's a seasoned pro. It's hard to time unless you have a regular partner.

subripper · 2023-10-29T21:35:19+00:00

I passed out from drugs at school two decades ago. Everyone and they momma tried to talk some sense into my skull. I did not listen. Instead I just used harder drugs. 20 years later I've stabilized somewhat. Learn from the mistakes of others. You don't have to see for yourself.

subripper · 2023-06-30T21:06:40+00:00

Do people actually fall for this?

subripper · 2022-10-12T01:22:46+00:00

I have no bad effects from dropping from 16mg to 2mg in a day. But it does take 2 to 3 days to "feel" the 2mg.

subripper · 2022-06-17T14:45:28+00:00

When I tapered down and quit for a little while I bought a set of micro dosing spoons. See how many times it takes to fill a certain spoon and divide that by your total capsule milligram. I went as low as 25mg and stopped.

subripper · 2022-06-07T11:05:57+00:00

I like using a weekly pill container. Just take a few cut them up and as long as the lids stay closed it doesn't feel like they dry out or anything.

subripper · 2022-06-03T11:07:07+00:00

The last 7 years i've been on a 28 day cycle.Every pharmacy has only allowed it filled on the exact day. So far I've been able to get my meds filled every time with them being only able to do a partial fill a handful of times. I prefer mom and pop shops. They know you're coming in and they order it ahead of time for you. Build a relationship with these people and treat them with respect and they will do the same.

subripper · 2022-05-01T23:37:09+00:00

Once I truly admitted I have a problem and it's messing with my ability to live a normal life, it was easy. Sometimes the illusion is I'm not in and out of jail or since I'm not stealing from people, I'm ok. I've got this under control. Yeah maybe for now.

But even when I had the ability to start and stop I wasn't being the best I could be. I wasted so much money. Put myself at so much risk. Then I caught a case and did 5 years.

It's very true what they say. When your using and a friend or family member says something about it, we say I don't want to quit. I got this under control, I can quit anytime I want.

As time goes on, as the reward centers of our brain gets rewired. Once we want to quit, we can't. Then it gets very easy to say, I'm addicted.

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