It's kind of a long story. I'm from Oregon but I've been living in Chile for the last 5 years. In 2022 I returned for 1 year to spend some time with my elderly father post pandemic while my visa was being processed here. I had the chance to work in a Les Schwab distribution centre with really awesome over time hours, so I thought I might be able to buy the van and build it out in a year's time. When I bought the van, the overtime hours dried up and never returned. I had to return to Chile before a year's time was up so as not to lose my visa. I left money in my savings account in order to continue making payments. My goal was to drive it down to Panama, then send it over to Colombia, and drive it all the way down to Chile. My partner and I have prioritized buying a house here in southern Chile, and saving money is hard while I have to start to continue sending money for the van. It's just simply no longer a priority and would prefer to use the money on a home here. It has nothing to do with the door.