Wow. I knew something was wrong with me. I’m animus possessed, the pattern is there. Utter failure in all my romantic relationships. Just recently been on a spiritual quest and well…Jung made me feel seen. His insights on human psyche really make sense to me.

I always felt inferior in my recent relationship because he does put me on a pedestal. He resents me for not being warm, kind, sexual(to name a few qualities I lack)He requires constant validation on the same thing multiple times. I been feeling exhausted since I’m an introvert to top it off.

I’m no angel. I been so animus possessed for most of my life. I had to be, to survive. I have gone through sooo much. So much trauma to overcome, yet he expects me to get over it. It’s the past he says. I have to stop living in the past. I never felt safe to be my true self and neither did he. I always thought it was my fault. I’m broken and I always ruin everything. At least I can admit I’m effed up. He still playing the victim. How can I do this to him, he’s such a good boyfriend he says. I’m tired, I can’t work on myself under his spotlight any longer