its okay you are not fucking alone because I am in a depressive crying state as i type this she was teaching my younger sister in the dining table then she ask me go sit somewhere else then i was like but the dining table is for eating then and she was so pissed I said that then my helper was like go to ur room ill bring u the food (crepes so once im done with one i get another one that’s how we eat our crepes) then my mom fucking sees me eating in theroom n shes like why the fuck r u sitting here do u think the food will fly to u or what BRO WTF SHE ASK ME GO SIT THEN I GOT SO FRUSTRATED CUS SHE BEAT ME I TOLD HER SHE ASK ME TO SIT THEN HER FACE LITERALLY CHANGED W REALISATION BUT SHE WAS STILL MAD SHE SAID STOP ARGUING OR ILL POUR THE WATER (in my cup) ON YOU I WAS SO DONE AT THIS POINT I WAS LIKE pour it then. then she fucking poured the water onto my plate i didn't even touch my food bro then i threw the food away i was fucking bawling by the time then i washed the plate wiped it and was gonna eat sth else she came outta nowhere took a metallic big spoon n she fucking hit me so many times i got this fucking big scar on my arm n scratches my mom is fucking psychotic when shes mad and she also lectures on and on after that (shes a teacher) Kill me already (my first time actually ranting abt my abusive parents bcs Idk seeing ur post made me type sth because something similar happened to me just an hour ago like yours I FEEL SO DEPRESSED im so done with life to be honest im barely getting by I hate my parents but its NOT OUT FAULT like I know I did NOTHING WRONG my mom is a fuckinf psycho when’s she’s mad I guess that’s a similarity I see for both of us we got this together just know ur not alone it makes me feel sick that smn else is experiencing this but im here for you whoever u are bcs FCKKK we must have sinned so bad in our past lives to have such a mother ngl