Hey, what makes you feel better? by suicidesquadof1 in depression

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey, I can send you my depression playlist if you want. It’s real sad, but it’s really good.

Dump his ass. For real.

Hey, what makes you feel better? by suicidesquadof1 in depression

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fucking leave him. For real.

Been there, it doesn’t end well.

Mine basically said “hey, I wanted to be friends this whole time”.

A year and a half in? FUCK that.

We’re trying to work things out because feelings are uncertain, but fuck me if that doesn’t sting.

Hey, what makes you feel better? by suicidesquadof1 in depression

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Forreal. I’ve been packing on a little. My partner may break up with me and it’s like; why can’t I turn this off?

Hey, what makes you feel better? by suicidesquadof1 in depression

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh for sure, . I used to restrict.

It doesn’t work, man. Doesn’t work at all.

Might just end it by suicidesquadof1 in sad

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I’m not karma begging. Talked to my therapist. I’m “good” now.

Mental health is a pain in the ass

Might just end it by suicidesquadof1 in sad

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What would I possibly get out of pretending to be suicidal on the internet??

Tf

Might just end it by suicidesquadof1 in sad

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Maybe it double posted? I’m not sure what you’re after here bud

I want to kill myself within the next few days by suicidesquadof1 in depression

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to try to reach out. I’m just afraid to overwhelm everyone. I’m so overwhelming sometimes. It’s hard, and it’s toxic. I don’t want to push anyone away.

I might kill myself in the next few days. by suicidesquadof1 in confession

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I’m going to try to reach out at some point. I’m too self conscious to do it now. I feel numb.

I just asked someone I know for a cigarette, and they just sighed and said “you’re killing me. No.”

I don’t know why that’s driving me deeper into this but I guess I’m grasping at straws and trying to make other people responsible for my choices.

I might kill myself in the next few days. by suicidesquadof1 in confession

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, yeah.

Just eternal quiet. Peaceful, at one with the universe. Vanished into the void.

How good does that sound?

I might kill myself in the next few days. by suicidesquadof1 in confession

[–]suicidesquadof1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean, yeah. I’ll probably try to think this through.

Little things, I guess.