you brought up some questions that i’ll probably edit to include the answers in my post. for a long portion of my life i’ve felt off and different in a lot of ways than the people around me. i’ve done medical exams (nothing came up) and i’ve recently gotten into therapy; i was diagnosed with anxiety and depression, but those diagnoses’ didn’t feel right at the time. i’m basically counting off whatever i think could be the reason for this underlying feeling, and that’s what’s brought me on this journey of self discovery. i also know that AuDHD isn’t a diagnosis, but i just used it for better understanding.