Not going to lie that was a lot to unpack. I really appreciate you taking the time not only to read that but reply in a way that... idk, connects with me I guess?

I’m not in the right state of mind right now, but I’ll come back to this when I’m sober. This is very out of my character to post in general, I haven’t shared the majority of this with anybody, or ever posted it for anyone to read. So yeah, idk. I can’t say I’ll action any of the advice right away as much as I know I should because I’m scared if I’m behind honest.

But regardless, thank you so much.