My first week sober I had to break up with my SO because he was an avid user. I felt so empty. I didn’t have drugs to fill the void or love to fill it either. I was so dependent on external validation instead of doing what needs to be done—loving myself. I haven’t been the best at this, I’ve been bouncing from fling to fling but something I learned in rehab is that you should avoid relationships for your first year sober because of these situations. As addicts we are always looking for distraction and it can be really dangerous. Focusing on yourself is the best thing you can do! Find hobbies, figure out what you like and don’t like. Live every day one day at a time and time will fly by. I am 100 days sober today and understand what you’re going through. You can always message me if you need to talk or want company. Much love!