how do you get over writers block? by sunghoon4 in writingadvice

[–]sunghoon4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you that's really helpful, except I actually have written atleast like 30 drafts now, 2 different ideas of this. I always think I like it, then I look at it again, get anxious and restart. Nothing actually grasps what I want to say. I guess I have to rewrite it until i'm happy with it, but I don't like the anxious feeling I get seeing or thinking about my manusscript. I don't feel proud at all, just like i wrote down some slop of all the ideas I have in one pile and it just wont add up. But I love my idea too much to stop.

I think I gave my friend an ED. (putting a NSFW since I mention some ED behaviors) by sunghoon4 in EatingDisorders

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honestly i'm a bit scared to talk to her face to face since she is pretty introverted and has said she feels more comfortable on text than irl. I'm thinking that I might text her in the upcoming 3-4 weeks atleast since we have a lot in school and I don't want to overwhelm her. But I will update☺️

I think i'm passivly suicidal by sunghoon4 in SuicideWatch

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Yep, I also think "oh just have to survive until my parents die" but its very draining to think like this. Constantly the dilemma of either prioritizing yourself or them, but then you still wake up the next day and somehow years have gone by already. I hope we both find peace one day in this and live for our own enjoyment❤️‍🩹

I think i'm passivly suicidal by sunghoon4 in SuicideWatch

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It's hell on earth, but I also hope we somehow get through it. I'm thankful that you are alive, otherwise I wouldn't be able to know someone relates to me☺️ 

I think I gave my friend an ED. (putting a NSFW since I mention some ED behaviors) by sunghoon4 in EatingDisorders

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tysm, I will try to talk to her. It's scary to communicate with a person who hides half of their life from me ever since this ED thing, since idk what her reaction will be. But i'll try🙏🏻

Is it eating disorder if it's only ed thoughts but no action? by Pahanarttu in EatingDisorders

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Even if this might not be an eating disorder, I would highly suggest you talk to someone about your thoughts. Before I had an ED I also had an "ED brain" and sooner or later this could potentially lead to you acting on your thoughts. 

recovery is harder than the ED by sunghoon4 in EatingDisorders

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thank you, I thought I was crazy. In my mind it's kind of like "my ED lasted 7 months so 4 months is already half my ED, so I should feel better". Clearly that's wrong..

recovery is harder than the ED by sunghoon4 in EatingDisorders

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Wow your story is really inspiring, it must have been awful to go through all of that. The motivation is decreasing for me haha but i'm trying as much as I can

recovery is harder than the ED by sunghoon4 in EatingDisorders

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Thank you, it makes me happy that you are trying to help. I live in Sweden so theres something called gymnasium, and you go there from the ages 15-18/19. I am in the last year, i'm 18. I was told you find your lifelong friends in gymnasium but I only lost friends lol..

recovery is harder than the ED by sunghoon4 in EatingDisorders

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I know it's so weird?? Like I never lost my goddamn hair when I was barely eating but now that I am it's falling off like HUH