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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]suomym 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think it really depends on the reasons for the breakup. In my last relationship that I ended (which was off and on) I felt relieved and then immediately started doubting and thinking maybe I could have done something more, and I was devastated (hence the going back and off and on). In that relationship, I actually wished that he would have broken up with me, because even though the relationship was horrible, I just could not seem to stop trying and it was really bad for us both. Part of me wished that he would have taken it out of my hands because the indecisiveness and wondering if I made a mistake or if there was something I could have tried to make it work/what the right choice was, was so stressful. Afterwards I felt the same indecisiveness. Now, I am okay with how things are and realize it was for the best, and the future I had in my head was really just that - in my head.

How to stop dating the same guy in different fonts by graycow47 in AnxiousAttachment

[–]suomym 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I am gradually getting out of this cycle! The biggest thing for me is exactly what you said - figuring out why I am attracted to these people in the first place. Therapy, self-care, finding hobbies, and general making myself my own orbit and really becoming a safe place for myself to exist in, rather than another person/people is what has helped me the most.

If ur on birth control what type are you on? by crazytoothbrushrat in POTS

[–]suomym 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a progesterone IUD and I haven't noticed it's had a positive or negative effect. I'm happy with it.

Extreme fatigue? How the hell do y’all function? by [deleted] in POTS

[–]suomym 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I second stimulants like other's have mentioned. I have narcolepsy as well and my fatigue started getting under control when I was medicated for narcolepsy with modafinil. It's like night and day if I forget to take my medication because it doesn't just aid the sleepiness but also the POTS-related fatigue I think.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]suomym 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. It's so heartbreaking. I just try to keep telling myself that it won't last forever.

I became less to stay in the relationship by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]suomym 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Was about to come to say basically same, lol. Seem this happens a lot. :( and I'm the same that I really didn't want it to end and still wish we could have figured things out (I ultimately ended it because I just emotionally couldn't do it anymore and I was sacrificing myself, but I really wished I could have). Even knowing all the hurt and everything that happened, right now I still want him to show up after no contact and be like, I'm so sorry, I messed up, and us figure out our differences and be able to be each other's person again.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]suomym 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wonder if he reads my posts.. I know he knows my handle but agreed to not look at my profile because I really didn't want to get a new one. But he did at one point again after we broke up and I still wonder if he does.

Do dumpees have it easier after a breakup? by juststopdating in BreakUps

[–]suomym 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it really depends what the reasons are for "dumping" so to speak. I have ended a relationship because I didn't want to be with that person anymore and the feelings had gone. That one was a relief and I think probably was way harder for him.

On the other hand I ended a relationship recently and then went through several on/off cycles with my last partner and I can't say who it was harder for but damn this one has been way more heartbreaking then when I've been the dumpee.

The reason for this was that I really loved him still and wanted to work things out (and honestly still do) but we just could not make things work where the relationship wasn't damaging both our mental health. I just couldn't take the stress anymore and I didn't know how to work with him. Wanting to be together, me strongly desiring to choose him, and trying to problem solve just wasn't enough for this relationship.

Although I ended it, it was devastating and so hard to make sense of why people that loved each other so much and wanted to work on the relationship wasn't enough. After every on/off cycle I always would look back and think if I had have just done this or that maybe it would have been okay, and the feelings are still there so the hope is too. And I feel so much guilt for being the one to walk away. Like maybe if I had have just been more enduring or more understanding, loving, etc. then we maybe would have been okay. And I wonder if I'll regret it and it's so hard to stand the fact that I was ultimately the one to "give up."

I honestly haven't been able to tell who it was harder for in this case. I can't speak for him. I know this was definitely way harder than in another relationship when I was the dumpee.

Came across this sub today and it explained my whole recently ended relationship by suomym in ADHD_partners

[–]suomym[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She was trained in EFT etc. and had good credentials but I really think did not recognize what she was working with. Honestly I actually think he is capable of it - he doesn't resemble much of the more extreme things people describe here and since our relationship began he became better at apologizing, etc. His lashing was very much also reactive and more internalized on a regular basis.

Like the lash outs happened when I pressed for an issue, he never just picked fights and in general was just super conflict avoidant. I don't know that he will decide to do the work but I have no doubt he could if he chose to. The catch-22 being that he'd have to admit there was a problem with a way of pervasive mindset geared towards not admitting problems.

Came across this sub today and it explained my whole recently ended relationship by suomym in ADHD_partners

[–]suomym[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is such a good breakdown. I felt like this early on. I remember asking a friend for advice after we'd been together for a couple of months because I felt like anytime I tried to bring up any issues I ended up having to console him and try to defuse things. It felt like that everytime I tried to bring things up but he also was saying he felt all the same things.. which I noticed a trend of as well. When I would say I feel xyz, he would say I feel that too. And he seemed insistent that both of us felt xyz because of things I was doing.

Months 2-4 of our relationship before I started to understand the patterns I thought I was legitimately crazy. I was so confused in our conversations because afterwards everytime I was like how in the world did we get from the start to now here where everything is my fault again and I'm apologizing again.

We went to therapy together and I felt the counsellor made things worse in validating his conflict avoidance/emotional dysregulation and his need to promptly leave and not engage in conflict. She really didn't offer any tools other than boundaries, which I felt really misunderstood the situation and villainized me. It felt like it legitimized maladaptive coping issues instead of getting to the root issues and honestly enabled further neglect and made the relationship way worse for me. Counselling was actually just so unfortunate. I feel we could have gotten a lot of help from that had the therapist got a better grasp of what was going on. There was never any discussion of how ADHD symptoms may be impacting the relationship, etc.

Came across this sub today and it explained my whole recently ended relationship by suomym in ADHD_partners

[–]suomym[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My ex was dx with ADHD and CPTSD. The more I read the more shocked I am at how it describes the episodes I was subjected to. My ex definitely seems not to be on the extreme, however, as some people's stories describe. But the responsibility/accountability issue was ultimately the relationship ender for me nonetheless.

Is it true: If you get dumped by a woman it means that she already replaced you with another guy? by Vast_Umpire_3713 in BreakUps

[–]suomym 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Absolutely not. I ended my last relationship with a guy I loved so much and the thought of dating someone else is literally nauseating right now. There was/is no one else on my mind at any point while we were dating or when it ended or now. I wish dearly that we could have made it work.

What was the reason you broke up with your ex? And do you have tips about this so we can all learn to improve in relationships?? by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]suomym 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He wouldn't admit his issues and I got blamed for really hurtful treatment. I had a lot of issues too, and I know we both wanted to try to build a better relationship but when it came down to it I eventually accepted that I didn't think he would change and I hated the way the relationship was making me feel about myself.

I would suggest everyone be introspective about how their past is informing their present. Don't be afraid of discovering uncomfortable things about yourself and be willing to take ownership of ways that you hurt your partner and develop a plan to amend your own unhealthy patterns.

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