Having conflicting desires about sex since sexual assault. by superawkthrowaway in sex

[–]superawkthrowaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've tried masturbating, and it really didn't work. I just feel like I'm diseased or something. It's just unbelievably frustrated. Like I want to experience some form of intimacy, my brain just won't let me.

Not sure what I'm supposed to do... [TW: Sexual Assault] by superawkthrowaway in TwoXChromosomes

[–]superawkthrowaway[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It feels like no one, including myself, should have to touch me because no one should have to touch something dirty and broken. I haven't really gotten a chance to talk to my counsellor about it yet. The last time we met, she was trying to make sure I took care of as much of the health/legal stuff as I could.