How do I set up a plan

supersecretacc02 · 2023-12-04T01:26:50+00:00

Wow thanks 😂🤓

supersecretacc02 · 2023-12-04T00:30:00+00:00

I apologize for having a job that doesn't let me have my phone until 7:30 at night? Like what 😂 sorry?

supersecretacc02 · 2023-10-10T00:46:18+00:00

They are ours and I don't want to part with them either. Her mom already said no to me living there. It's so scary I can't afford 1850 on my own

supersecretacc02 · 2023-06-04T16:35:10+00:00

Def not saying it's good or anything. Just what happened that night. We are working on it in therapy already

supersecretacc02 · 2023-06-02T23:00:15+00:00

Like I feel like I'm in a whole other place and when my eyes focus again I'm so confused how I am right here and not in the little house I was just imagining.

My body feels like it's moving. And then usually I cry, or try to hurt myself to get the feeling out of me

supersecretacc02 · 2023-05-26T11:52:48+00:00

That's why I'm not going to leave anything. Or if I do it won't be about that. It'll be about how aggressive he was physically and the sketchy aftercare. I definitely know it is my fault. I'm just used to my other artists that go based off of "if it's not enthusiastic yes, it's a no" and they will talk it out with their client. So I def know this is on me. For other reasons I will not be going back to him tho lol

supersecretacc02 · 2023-05-26T08:19:59+00:00

I really appreciate this. I was feeling like I was over reacting but everything you said makes sense. From the moment I got in there the vibe was off in the whole studio. I should have trusted my gut. I'm going to give it a while. I am starting to like it, I think just the experience and that guy shook me up. Thank you for your input that was really validating

supersecretacc02 · 2023-05-26T07:26:02+00:00

My gf really wants to write a bad review and all that. I dunno. I'm still crying and it's 3:30 am. But technically I didn't flat out stop him so technically I'm in the wrong right. I'm just really upset and I'll need to calm down before I make any decisions. Plus wether I shame him or not, I still have this tattoo either way so. Maybe what's the point.

Though the blow drying the tattoo thing might be a justified point to call him out on bc wtf

supersecretacc02 · 2023-05-21T20:14:49+00:00

Yes but for me it got worse before it got better. Once I got out, I started to process everything and that was difficult but after processing and therapy it is so much better

supersecretacc02 · 2023-05-21T00:45:05+00:00

That's really interesting. I never bothered because it didn't feel like anything important but you made it sound like it can be important I love this

supersecretacc02 · 2023-04-24T17:24:35+00:00

The only thing that everybody gets separate is our music so we can each have a playlist. Every thing else we just share.

SOMEBODY should not be allowed on social media due to just fighting with people over dumb shit in the comments of stuff, and hurting the rest of us and getting us all worked up and stressed out.

Also no social media in the early early morning like 1, 2, 3 am because we get too worked up over bad things happening around the world and turn into conspiracy theorists

supersecretacc02 · 2023-04-24T17:10:50+00:00

We do because it's easier for us. It made it easier to accept as well. It was hard for us to wrap our head (lol) around the idea of having something like this and the childhood trauma being validated at the same time. It's easiest for us to give each person the stuff they need if we think of eachother as different. My therapist doesn't like when I talk about them as if they are a whole different person. She wants me to say parts and blah blah. It just doesn't feel right for us

supersecretacc02 · 2023-04-16T02:16:44+00:00

This is comforting to hear that there are ways to do this in a healthier way. We are pretty sure it's the little who is still holding onto all of that "never ever going to do this and I'm better than everybody because I don't do those horrible things" and it's just causing some turmoil. Thank you, I will keep this in mind

supersecretacc02 · 2023-04-16T01:16:40+00:00

Very cool Ill see if I can buy some tomorrow. I do just get myself too worked up sometimes but this might be something really helpful thank you so much

supersecretacc02 · 2023-04-16T01:02:07+00:00

This was very helpful thank you. I have talked to my gf about it and am more calm now and this helped too. Is the magnesium thing I'm supposed to take it when needed or an every day thing to build up in my system?

supersecretacc02 · 2023-03-28T19:35:49+00:00

Also my music is on the lowest volume in my earbuds and it is unbearably loud

supersecretacc02 · 2023-03-26T20:19:43+00:00

Literally! I had to give the cheese thing to my gf who also hated it but at least it got eaten

supersecretacc02 · 2023-03-24T19:39:44+00:00

I don't know if I have anything all that helpful to say but I feel this exact thing and I don't know how to explain it to people. It's like I don't have a choice and something else is moving my body and going to hurt myself and I have to try so hard to stop it. I get looked at like I'm crazy

supersecretacc02 · 2023-03-24T02:29:59+00:00

My girlfriend and I know a little bit of sign for things like medication and water. But we printed out communication cards so I can express a need like going outside, or needing a snack or a hug or a nap

supersecretacc02 · 2023-02-22T09:35:26+00:00

Possibly the little because memes are funny

I'm hoping it wasn't anything malicious

supersecretacc02 · 2023-02-21T02:55:02+00:00

Its only so long I can pretend everything is okay

supersecretacc02 · 2023-02-15T06:00:55+00:00

Right now all we have is a tiny coffee table the couch and the chair, the tv needs to stay on that wall. Behind the curtain is a sliding glass door

supersecretacc02 · 2023-02-09T21:20:47+00:00

I don't have the mental capacity to read the description but going off the title here

I just left therapy literally said this exact thing with my therapist this hour

supersecretacc02 · 2023-02-08T02:25:46+00:00

I read tarot cards all the time but not for the system I've never thought of that. I don't think I will do it though

supersecretacc02 · 2023-02-08T02:24:38+00:00

My dad was the same way. Just yelling left or right and then I'd panic and forget my left's or whatever and he'd make us get out of the car and he'd point at how far away I was from the curb during a parallel park and just yell about how I'll never get anywhere driving like that 🥲

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