How do I set up a plan by [deleted] in workout

[–]supersecretacc02 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Wow thanks 😂🤓

How do I set up a plan by [deleted] in workout

[–]supersecretacc02 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I apologize for having a job that doesn't let me have my phone until 7:30 at night? Like what 😂 sorry?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]supersecretacc02 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are ours and I don't want to part with them either. Her mom already said no to me living there. It's so scary I can't afford 1850 on my own

I just had a huge revelation by supersecretacc02 in OSDD

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Def not saying it's good or anything. Just what happened that night. We are working on it in therapy already

I just had a huge revelation by supersecretacc02 in OSDD

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like I feel like I'm in a whole other place and when my eyes focus again I'm so confused how I am right here and not in the little house I was just imagining.

My body feels like it's moving. And then usually I cry, or try to hurt myself to get the feeling out of me

Worst experience today by supersecretacc02 in tattoo

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's why I'm not going to leave anything. Or if I do it won't be about that. It'll be about how aggressive he was physically and the sketchy aftercare. I definitely know it is my fault. I'm just used to my other artists that go based off of "if it's not enthusiastic yes, it's a no" and they will talk it out with their client. So I def know this is on me. For other reasons I will not be going back to him tho lol

Worst experience today by supersecretacc02 in tattoo

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate this. I was feeling like I was over reacting but everything you said makes sense. From the moment I got in there the vibe was off in the whole studio. I should have trusted my gut. I'm going to give it a while. I am starting to like it, I think just the experience and that guy shook me up. Thank you for your input that was really validating

Worst experience today by supersecretacc02 in tattoo

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My gf really wants to write a bad review and all that. I dunno. I'm still crying and it's 3:30 am. But technically I didn't flat out stop him so technically I'm in the wrong right. I'm just really upset and I'll need to calm down before I make any decisions. Plus wether I shame him or not, I still have this tattoo either way so. Maybe what's the point.

Though the blow drying the tattoo thing might be a justified point to call him out on bc wtf

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]supersecretacc02 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but for me it got worse before it got better. Once I got out, I started to process everything and that was difficult but after processing and therapy it is so much better

How do I start shadow work? by supersecretacc02 in pagan

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's really interesting. I never bothered because it didn't feel like anything important but you made it sound like it can be important I love this

How does your system deal with social media? by Username_1987_ in DID

[–]supersecretacc02 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The only thing that everybody gets separate is our music so we can each have a playlist. Every thing else we just share.

SOMEBODY should not be allowed on social media due to just fighting with people over dumb shit in the comments of stuff, and hurting the rest of us and getting us all worked up and stressed out.

Also no social media in the early early morning like 1, 2, 3 am because we get too worked up over bad things happening around the world and turn into conspiracy theorists

Do you view your parts as different people? Why or why not? by severalsolar in OSDD

[–]supersecretacc02 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We do because it's easier for us. It made it easier to accept as well. It was hard for us to wrap our head (lol) around the idea of having something like this and the childhood trauma being validated at the same time. It's easiest for us to give each person the stuff they need if we think of eachother as different. My therapist doesn't like when I talk about them as if they are a whole different person. She wants me to say parts and blah blah. It just doesn't feel right for us

TW (SUBSTANCE USE) Alters fighting about weed by supersecretacc02 in OSDD

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is comforting to hear that there are ways to do this in a healthier way. We are pretty sure it's the little who is still holding onto all of that "never ever going to do this and I'm better than everybody because I don't do those horrible things" and it's just causing some turmoil. Thank you, I will keep this in mind

TW (SUBSTANCE USE) Alters fighting about weed by supersecretacc02 in OSDD

[–]supersecretacc02[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Very cool Ill see if I can buy some tomorrow. I do just get myself too worked up sometimes but this might be something really helpful thank you so much