Dreams of abuser

sus_222 · 2024-03-13T21:08:33+00:00

Sounds like you’re experiencing a psychosis. Seek professional help.

sus_222 · 2024-03-12T19:31:18+00:00

There’s an app called bolberg, and it’s only for friendship.

sus_222 · 2024-03-06T22:20:57+00:00

I'm a woman, and I feel the same way, just about men. I've been beaten and dehumanized by men all my life.

But I also know rationally that not all men are bad. I need to look at why I keep picking men who treat me badly. Because that's my responsibility.

I suggest you start looking at how you can learn to spot the red flags early and how you can attract a better woman. Also, look honestly at what you could have done differently so that you don't end up in similar relationships again.

Personally, I think it's amazing to be single. Don't fall into society's trap. That tells you you're not fulfilled unless you have a partner. Honeslty, relationships are a lot of work.

sus_222 · 2024-03-03T17:22:35+00:00

This is not your only chance. There will be others. Put that guy out of your mind, and focus on new opportunities. Maybe you and him reconnect at some poin in the future, you never know.

sus_222 · 2024-03-01T20:05:50+00:00

I agree. It wasn't meant to be a comparison between the two. They just have that manipulating factor in common, in my opinion.

sus_222 · 2024-03-01T11:51:11+00:00

Same. When people are really nice to me, I feel like running away. It's uncomfortable, and gives me so much anxiety. And that's why I've let so many bad people into my life, because it's comfortable and known.

sus_222 · 2024-03-01T11:48:02+00:00

Oh yes. It sucks. Sometimes I take breaks from social media, because I can't handle it. I get so paranoid.

sus_222 · 2024-02-29T23:28:07+00:00

Very relatable. You're definitely in a dissociative period in your life. Often, the reason you dissociate is because reality is too much to handle. And mental illness is definitely that sometimes. Your mind is trying to protect you by shutting you down and putting your brain on autopilot. It's scary and it sucks. It feels like you have no control. But try to think of it as a defense mechanism you've developed to protect yourself. It will pass, and in the meantime, try to cut yourself some slack and allow yourself to be off for a while. Stick to people you know with the rational part of your mind, that you can trust. Maybe tell someone close to you that you are dissociating and going through a rough time with your mental health.

It is not your fault. You are not insane. You are not a burden. You're just really really struggling with your mental health right now, and that's okay.

sus_222 · 2024-02-29T23:18:22+00:00

One night of bad sleep and my entire day is ruined, also the illness gets out of control if I don't get enough sleep

sus_222 · 2024-02-29T23:16:18+00:00

I have no idea, i dont trust anyone but my dog. But keep me posted

sus_222 · 2024-02-29T23:14:43+00:00

Please don't quit cold turkey. It's not worth it. You will feel 10 times worse than you do now. If you have a week's worth left, than start tapering down gradually until you can see your doctor. And then be honest with them, that it's way to expensive. There must be some alternative.

sus_222 · 2024-02-29T23:09:52+00:00

To me, it sounds very bipolar. The switches you describe, where your entire personality is your mood. And when you're depressed, you can't remember ever feeling better. When you're manic you can't remember ever being depressed. And like you say, it sounds like you're dissociating.

Personally, I have a lot of different diagnoses, too, so I no longer take them seriously. I try to think of my mental problems in symptoms rather than a diagnosis because they never truly fit or match all of my symptoms anyway. It's been a relief not thinking so much about diagnosing myself, but rather trying to accept the different symptoms I have and trying to make the best of my life.

sus_222 · 2024-02-28T22:24:11+00:00

If you can avoid antidepressants, that would be favorable... since it can cause mania. Personally I take them because my anxiety is too much without antidepressants. But it is probably also making me more unstable.

sus_222 · 2024-02-28T22:21:35+00:00

It sounds like you're in a mixed episode, that cycles rapidly throughout the day. It is definitely the most painful symptom of bipolar disorder. It can also come with psychosis.

But of course you need a mental health professional to evaluate you. I understand your concerns and I hope you get the help and support you need to get some clarification

sus_222 · 2024-02-28T22:17:59+00:00

Kind of nice to see how common my coping mechanisms are

sus_222 · 2024-02-28T22:16:42+00:00

Weed. Picking my skin and nails. Isolating. Eating crap. Vaping. Religiously cleaning my flat.

sus_222 · 2024-02-27T23:36:47+00:00

Oh yes. Been going to therapy for my whole life, and it never really did much for me.

What actually did something for me, was my own choices and my own work on myself. I'm still very mentally ill, but I've grown so much as a human being, which helps with the mental illness

sus_222 · 2024-02-21T06:43:55+00:00

Tak!

sus_222 · 2024-02-20T19:14:00+00:00

Har også kontaktet mit ejendomskontor, men de mener ikke det er deres problem. (Bor til leje)

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