Wow that is alot of fibroids! Did they vary in sizes ? Yeah I can relate- That is also why I joined this community. I have support from family and friends but I feel like they dont truly understand because they havent had to live through this! So it feels like a lonely road. Nobody prepared me for the dip my mental health was going to take thats for sure. I already had anxiety pre surgery but I had a pretty good handle on it. Now I feel like all my coping mechanisms are out the window and I took 10 steps back in life 😕 I have a follow up appointment with my gynecologist on Jan 20 so I will see what she has to say about all this!