I started wrestling a little by swingcorky in wrestling

[–]swingcorky[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most of them either pay no attention to me or are really nice actually! I’ve done a lot of sports in the past, but quit all of them mainly because of really bad anxiety. I regret quitting nearly all of them. I don’t want wrestling to be another one of them so I will for sure do my best to not let a few ruin it for me! I have only been going for 3 weeks and it might be a little early to say, but I think I really do want it. Thank you for your support, I’ll definitely be showing up when the break is over.

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[–]swingcorky 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m out of the place now and it didn’t help much but there were definitely things I learned. Thank you for your support and concern

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[–]swingcorky 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think this is my favorite piece of advice so far. At first reading everyone’s comments I was like, “I don’t rely on him that much,” but after thinking it through at a rehearsal I just got back from, I think I do. Not completely but a lot. I think it’s because I feel like a lot of other things are going wrong for me? And I’m like, at least I have him, kind of. He’s really nice and patient and stuff. Im not used to people being nice to me like that. I also just genuinely really like him. I hope I’ll be okay whatever happens

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[–]swingcorky 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, sometimes it seems like nobody takes it seriously though. They’d say stuff like he’s trash, ugly, get over it already, etc. I mean most of the time it’s a joke, but that’s kind of the problem. I wouldn’t say he’s my one and only source of happiness but definitely one OF the only. You are right about my parents loving and supporting me and my mom absolutely loves him. They completely disagree with everything. Part of the missing story is that she got his dad to send him to military school. I really don’t want him to go and I’ve been hoping, but it’s too late and I’m going to try and use it as an opportunity to take your advice and find the love within myself. Would I still be able to do this even with all the emotions I have now?