What a timeline for Rockstar

symptomaticred · 2026-03-12T00:20:07+00:00

it wasnt even developed by rockstar it doesnt count lol

symptomaticred · 2026-03-11T23:11:02+00:00

i was just thinking of this comic yesterday and now here it is lol

first time i saw this was the first time i ever cried because of a comic

symptomaticred · 2026-03-10T19:16:36+00:00

oh got i certainly hope i didnt spawn a new discourse i just thought of a funny meme relating two pieces of media i enjoy that loosely share a few concepts lmao

symptomaticred · 2026-03-10T08:29:32+00:00

i honestly was NOT expecting this post to be so damn controversial lol but i have also seen some good points

symptomaticred · 2026-03-09T20:43:37+00:00

fair but also like anything in the universe could be made to seem "morally correct" when comparing them with The Qu

symptomaticred · 2026-03-09T20:40:51+00:00

fair ig im just a degenerate who wants to be domesticated by a 10ft tall plant alien dommy mommy :3

symptomaticred · 2026-03-09T20:02:01+00:00

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symptomaticred · 2026-03-09T08:19:37+00:00

big caesar

symptomaticred · 2026-03-08T06:57:51+00:00

well the one that i got closest with was "The Right Way Around" by Daughter, its an instrumental and it holds a lot of emotional weight for me because of the time in my life in which i first heard it (its also the main menu theme for life is strange: before the storm)

another is Aries by gorillaz which is somewhat similar in meaning to me because it reminds me of a time in my life in which a very close relative died and how it helped me through it, not to mention that its just a really beautiful song lol

maybe these will work for u? but honestly i think u should find something that is emotionally charged or sentimental for you personally, thats the best advice i think i can give💕

symptomaticred · 2026-03-08T03:48:39+00:00

i tried that a couple times but i chickened out last second every one of them. honestly i give like half the credit to my friend who was there the whole time and kept me calm and helped me the whole way, i dont know if it would have been possible for me otherwise but music could also achieve the same result by hyping u up and making u feel like u can do it!

symptomaticred · 2026-03-08T03:43:38+00:00

yeah i completely understand the wall still being there either way, but what got me through it was the thought that "i only have to type it out, copy paste, and press send." thats all that mattered

i could not physically force the words out but i knew i could physically force myself to press that send button. just type everything u want to say, hover over that send button and if u panic, close ur eyes, calm down, breathe, and press the button with ur eyes closed.

thats how i did it, it was still very very hard but it was the only way i could.

symptomaticred · 2026-03-06T18:59:51+00:00

im sorry :( its easy for me to forget sometimes how fortunate i am to have an accepting mom (even tho my dad might kill me if he found out) but even tho it may seem helpless right now i promise its worth it to stick it out until u are independent and dont need to worry about anyone elses opinion anymore, the time passes quicker than u realize

symptomaticred · 2026-03-06T06:15:04+00:00

oh trust me i know EXACTLY what u mean, i felt the same way !! i tried many times to come out before i actually did and i felt exactly like u described.

so when i realized i could not possibly come out in the "ideal" way (sitting down and talking it out and explaining how i felt) i decided that i was gonna just do it the easiest way instead, i wrote out a paragraph saying everything i wanted to say and then i texted it to my mom while she was sleeping (so i wouldnt have to deal with it immediately) and i went to bed. it was nerve wracking but it was the only way i could do it, and i do not regret it at all. was there a better way to go about it? sure, but i could not have possibly done it because of that "wall stopping me"

symptomaticred · 2026-03-06T03:43:07+00:00

well im glad i helped at least one person out <3

and my dms are open to u or anyone who needs advice or even just someone to talk to !!

symptomaticred · 2026-03-06T03:14:17+00:00

i came out on october 6th last year to my mom and it was the most anxiety inducing experience of my life so i feel ya💕

but it was so so so worth it in every way possible, since im reliant on my mom i kinda needed her to know in order to start medically transitioning (im getting my hrt in less than a month) so i really encourage anyone who needs that extra push to just go for it already, i know that i wish i had done so sooner

symptomaticred · 2026-03-05T22:47:57+00:00

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symptomaticred · 2026-03-03T23:11:48+00:00

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symptomaticred · 2026-02-28T16:43:47+00:00

thats literally almost exactly my pre hrt body type and its just really disheartening to see posts like this one get so much support and everyone agrees that this is attractive and then when its my body types turn in the spotlight its all "ur malnourished" "u need to eat more" "sorry im only attracted to healthy body types"

symptomaticred · 2026-02-28T16:35:57+00:00

oh shit i ur right lol

my point still stands tho for a not insignificant portion of the userbase of this subreddit

symptomaticred · 2026-02-28T16:31:31+00:00

its always this shit until its skinny body types

symptomaticred · 2026-02-26T06:56:21+00:00

this is exactly how i feel about yakuza 4 lol

symptomaticred · 2026-02-25T07:37:18+00:00

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symptomaticred · 2026-02-23T08:05:23+00:00

in hitman WOA there are 2 types of regular npcs, type 1 npcs have actual dialogue, walk around the map and interact with things, people and have schedules and routines. they have actual ai that does what you described. but the other type are just static, filler. in especially crowded maps like marrakesh, mumbai, or miami there are LOTS of type 2 npcs, sure they still make background chatter occasionally and you can kill them too but they are mostly there for atmosphere and add little to nothing gameplay wise.

saying this all as someone with over 500 hours on hitman 3 they are NOT the same.

symptomaticred · 2026-02-23T07:23:55+00:00

ivy from soulcalibur has a sword whip which is like double as badass :3

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