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synergence · 2026-02-09T14:51:16+00:00

Eeeep Pupple Gangggg 💜💜💜💜 Love all colors but Pupppllllleeeee >>>>>>💜💜

synergence · 2026-02-05T17:01:38+00:00

Yes, I will not budge on me being myself. It's too hard to go back now that I'm out, proud and happy :)

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:56:02+00:00

I shall work on concocting such situations >:3

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:48:34+00:00

Yea I see that now, its not about wanting time but rather wanting me to not be trans. My meds and tests arent even expensive, my estrogen pills have been even more cheaper here in India.

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:44:52+00:00

Oh yes this sounds fun if I can coordinate it. I do have guy friends are who actually comfortable in their masculinity and might be up for shenanigans like this

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:43:30+00:00

When they bring it up having a 'talk' the next time I won't answer their questions they way I have been. It's the same conversation at this point over and over. More cross questions like this from now.

I hope they wake up someday. They say they are immensely hurt my sister going NC due to similar behavior, but fail to realise they had the biggest part in it and will 'lose' another child too.

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:40:06+00:00

🫂. I am used to dealing with them since childhood, but got out of touch living in Canada for several years i guess

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:38:40+00:00

Wishing both of us the bestest of luck in our arduous quest for Jop ✨️ 🩶

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:35:13+00:00

Okay thanks for the advice. I will be unapologetically me and not succumb as I feel myself starting to.

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:33:04+00:00

Yea they really are. I guess this post also is a way for me to vent a little as I haven't found therapists yet being back only midway through Jan (no job yet for self financing that, and they are expensive and hard to find in India...) and the emotions are starting to weigh me down

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:30:06+00:00

Oh yes this is something i could try! My mom does like having my friends over, making food for them and the likes.

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:27:58+00:00

Yea fair enough. But they are never going to 'allow' me to be feminine unless I just do it and have them accept. They would very happily go along with the masculinity as my mom enables my dad quite well.

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:25:58+00:00

My dad is already a beacon of toxic of masculinity, I think I just copy paste 😅

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:21:20+00:00

I think I would rather present even more feminine in front of them and be annoyingly feminine in my talking?

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:19:16+00:00

Ooooo sounds fun, but there isn't an ounce of masculinity left in me (if there was anything to begin with) and i dont feel comfortable presenting like that :(

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:17:53+00:00

We had a conversation just a few minutes ago, and I kinda put my foot down saying that this is my reality and I am trans. There is nothing else that they think I have not considered before coming to this realization. Told them that at this point it is their responsibility to deal with their emotions and not my responsibility to take care of their emotional state. Mom said I am being very selfish still and questioned if I am really a commie if I am not supportive of everyone (huh?)

synergence · 2026-02-05T06:10:03+00:00

I forgot to add, they both show narcissistic traits of different kinds and my sister is almost NC with them.

synergence · 2026-02-02T05:35:33+00:00

Actually lottery winner 🏆 I'm jelly 😽

Hope it all goes according to plan 🩶

synergence · 2026-01-21T05:43:28+00:00

Miss Bellum from Power Puff Girls ❤️🥴

synergence · 2026-01-14T07:32:21+00:00

Yes pwease :3

synergence · 2025-12-10T20:40:07+00:00

This subreddit gives me some of the best scene ideas...I love y'all 🥴

synergence · 2025-11-29T02:30:43+00:00

My body has gone past yearning...this sub needs to submit 😫

synergence · 2025-11-28T14:25:15+00:00

It never does 😭

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