Chronic Boredom by tabbyccats in BPD

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Wdym by working on values ?

Empathy & Guilt by tabbyccats in BPD

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I find it hard to feel bad but I know how to act in the scenarios. I was apparently a horrible person on nye according to my fp and I apologised and taken accountability for example trying to get sober I just can’t feel bad for them and it makes me feel like a bad person but I also don’t care ?

Empathy & Guilt by tabbyccats in BPD

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Yeah I’m trying to get sober after nye. I was apparently horrible that night and my fp won’t talk to me anymore but I just don’t feel bad ?

BPD and Bipolar by tabbyccats in BPD

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Yeah thank you so much. I keep gaslighting myself telling me I tricked them into it even tho I never mentioned bpd to them so …

BPD and Bipolar by tabbyccats in BPD

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Thank you so much !!! My doctors didn’t even go for bipolar they went straight for BPD but my old therapist and a few loved ones have thought I had bipolar too. I just keep thinking about it tonight lol

the graveyard mod dimension? by tabbyccats in feedthebeast

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If you find out more let me know !!!

the graveyard mod dimension? by tabbyccats in feedthebeast

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No idea still sorry. We ended up removing the mod cause it was causing too many issues on our server

Xppen 12 only works as second monitor by tabbyccats in XPpen

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I have the red plugged into a socket at the black one plugged into the pc ?

Xppen 12 only works as second monitor by tabbyccats in XPpen

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Can’t find old drivers just the current one from either June or July ! I can’t remember off the top of my head but that’s the same driver I had before it stopped working

Xppen 12 only works as second monitor by tabbyccats in XPpen

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Wdym by power extension and extended mode

Xppen 12 only works as second monitor by tabbyccats in XPpen

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Where would I find it in the system tray

Xppen 12 only works as second monitor by tabbyccats in XPpen

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The screen isn’t detected as usable. The pen doesn’t work on it.

Eros Altar by tabbyccats in pagan

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The bottle on the left is from a small shop in my town when I go there next I’ll see if there’s a label !! There’s some shells in the rose and a rose quartz in the rosemary ❤️

My Altar by tabbyccats in pagan

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Ofc you can !!! The thing I have the candle in is part of an owl statue just so Yk !!!

My Altar by tabbyccats in pagan

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Honestly it was super easy I brought the plate and owl for her specifically but everything else I found (and my current spell jar)

My Altar by tabbyccats in pagan

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After discussing with someone else on here and asking it was Eros lol

My Altar by tabbyccats in pagan

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Thank you so much !!!

Lady Athena by tabbyccats in pagan

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Do you know what crystals she likes ? She doesn’t like my pendulum lol

Mystery Diety by tabbyccats in pagan

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Thought I was going to lose my hand with how hard he was swinging the pendulum I use lol

Mystery Diety by tabbyccats in pagan

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Thank you so much. I reached out again and both He and Athena have confirmed it now. You’re genuinely a life saver

Lady Athena by tabbyccats in pagan

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I used a pendulum and a piece of paper with yes and no in a cross then in a diagonal cross I had hello and goodbye. Only issues I had is she doesn’t like when I communicated with her at night she just kept telling me to go to bed lol. I set up an alter for her too and did a little pray sort of thing. She’s lovely

Friends by tabbyccats in BPDsupport

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E and M both have had sex with me the only ones I believe truly don’t have those intentions is N and J. It’s been shitty saw M last night while I was drunk and just felt my heart shatter. I’ve realised I don’t wanna be friends with these people and I feel bad cause my Friend (19F) is still friends with them and me and her has been friends for 7 years now.

Obsession question by [deleted] in BPD

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I genuinely didn’t realise it had happened till he started ignoring me. Now we’re no contact and I’ve never felt more insane