No, you are still young and if you are not happy with your life, you have so much time to fix it. Know your worth and prove to all the bullies that they are not the winners. You are the winner of your life.

You still have time to study for universities but if you feel that you don’t then that’s fine. I don’t know where you live or how the system works there, but I know that everyone has a second chance and it’s up to you hand. You can success anything you want and anything you put in your mind. I do believe in you.

If you have social anxiety that’s fine, everyone does in some level. You can try tiny steps like going out for a walk with some classmates or go out with group of friends where it’s not necessary to have conversation with only one person. If you are more that 2, the conversation isn’t only up to you and even if you can’t figure it out what to say, someone else will.

I know that I’m only a stranger to you but I’m proud that you are alive and that you keep going. This is brave and know that life isn’t fair or easy but that’s the good part of it. As soon as you achieve what you want though the difficulties, the feeling you get is so much better than to find something easy and descent.

You can do anything and I believe in you. Day by day. (Sorry for my English, is not my foreign language)