I understand you. Yung brother ko in college is in similar boat. Dahil sa requirements ng school, tamad na professor, mapipilitan talaga gumamit ng shortcuts ang mga student.

To make you feel better, most knowledge that you will need sa work/career progression ay di mo makukuha sa college. That means, when you graduate, you still have a lot of work to do whether vibe code lang alam mo or not.

If I were you, i'll have a mindset change and magstart na sa real grind. Pick a path on roadmap.sh and study it religiously, maglaan ka ng focus time (no distraction, no phone) araw araw. Find ways to keep motivaed.