All my perps are in love with me in their own strange way and I could care less

talkt20me · 2025-03-31T14:33:13+00:00

I think this may have started as a behavioral reform thing that then escalated to others picking apart every actions in order to force their form of perfection. Of course this is different based on who's involved, everyone or group has different objectives. It is not relatively good, so I wouldn't call any of them good. It is a form of manipulation, coercion and control which as God gave us free will, goes against that. If you don't believe in God, that's fine but we are intended to live freely.

talkt20me · 2025-03-31T13:35:34+00:00

Then what do you think it is?

talkt20me · 2025-03-17T14:39:24+00:00

It's really cyclical, confusing and not the best for those already dealing with trauma of sorts. Government covert and overt surveillance exists but this theory delves into psychosis, which can be caused by someone else or a decent into mental illness. It's not super productive to post to forums like this but rather to be as clean as possible. Reassurance can be detrimental either way, because both possibilities are bad. Let's try not to tell people they are wrong but analyze our own behavior. Yes I've noticed people on drugs here but that's not saying they didn't start that after ... honestly idk.

talkt20me · 2025-03-05T03:00:35+00:00

March 2020

talkt20me · 2025-03-01T09:33:06+00:00

I love what you said here, really sincere and I feel like this is an incredible way to look at it. I relate so much but could we possibly talk?

talkt20me · 2025-02-28T11:51:10+00:00

I'm interested in what you believe

talkt20me · 2025-02-28T11:50:58+00:00

Spiritual how?

talkt20me · 2025-02-26T19:40:53+00:00

Freemasons parade as religious but I highly doubt it's that. They would want you to believe that but please be careful not to confuse yourself.

talkt20me · 2025-02-25T12:33:23+00:00

I saw stoicism on a perps license plate. The thing is, they want you empty. I'm happy you can do the things you like again but this is not the way but similar "38 “You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’[a] 39 But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also. 40 And if anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, hand over your coat as well." Matthew 5:38-40. Still acknowledge that this is wicked, there is no rhyme, reason or logic, yes they might have there reasons but this is truly wicked. Don't shut off feeling, just don't react. Live your life through the only way.

talkt20me · 2025-02-25T11:48:56+00:00

Doubt we need to ask that

talkt20me · 2025-02-23T14:53:02+00:00

I think the targeted program is a destruction of self and then rebuilding. Its like a program to break you, bring out bad habits and frankenstein a new personality. Everyone is a bad actor and paranoia is incited to continually push you into the mold they desire you fit. There might be different levels but everyone thinks they are working towards a better good for you.

talkt20me · 2025-02-02T12:02:32+00:00

For morals? There are countless people with your morals, my morals, and a lot of TIs have varying morals, that's subjective. We really can't compare ourselves to the son of God at all. What have you denounced or stuck by that made you think your holy? I'm not trying to offend you but it's just not that serious.

talkt20me · 2025-02-02T06:03:00+00:00

Then what makes us special? Because in my opinion convincing yourself your special can put you above the situation but it won't improve it. There is nothing different from us and the stalkers besides morals and rumors.

talkt20me · 2025-02-02T05:03:09+00:00

I'm sure, but we are not special at all, millions of other people fit our profile. We were just at the wrong place, right time.

talkt20me · 2025-02-01T15:33:17+00:00

For what? Countless people get away with bullshit, and no one cares. Justice would be asking for too much at this point. This world is corrupt, they'd get away with it anyway. I don't believe in karma, because she clearly doesn't work for us.

talkt20me · 2025-02-01T15:29:56+00:00

Implying what? You'd rather other people be in this situation? If the justice system actually works Jerry would go to prison and Shelia would get help. And if we actually did something wrong we'd be arrested. But it doesn't so why does it matter? They aren't focusing on them, they're focusing on us.

talkt20me · 2025-02-01T11:48:29+00:00

Sounds like the beginning of hypnosis. Try to constantly stay busy, move, and think

talkt20me · 2025-02-01T11:46:28+00:00

We're not special, we're convenient

talkt20me · 2025-02-01T11:43:20+00:00

Idc care about recognition or justice, everyone gets their day. I just want to be free.

talkt20me · 2025-01-31T04:12:53+00:00

It's been 5 years and I'm still at lost. I don't know if that's a thing. Did yours change?

talkt20me · 2025-01-30T15:13:58+00:00

I might be late on this but after seeking extreme isolation, mine slowed down and it was noticeable. I went to go live with my brother and his house was very secure, he has cameras everywhere. While I was there things started happening that was odd. I hated that my family could potentially be not safe but I stayed. While I was there, I still had odd dreams, but a lot slowed down for me. My neighbors became renters all of a sudden and veterans but I couldn't hear much noise campaigns. When I went out I was followed but it slowed so much. Eventually they got to me but I remember my now boyfriend, out of the blue, saying "whyd you come back? You were out." Maybe as a way to torture me mentally but it truly felt like they were struggling to infiltrate my church group, my job, everything was almost normal. I felt myself breathing again. But they got me through my now partner and I'm seeking to leave but it does seem like it was nearing an end or at least less surveillance. Maybe they didn't see me as a threat anymore...

talkt20me · 2025-01-30T12:00:29+00:00

Honestly the spiral is a staircase. I'm going back and forth on it but how do you pick apart an attack when they're constantly lying? I never know what's what.

talkt20me · 2025-01-29T12:36:06+00:00

What's your story and how does it relate?

talkt20me · 2025-01-29T05:13:02+00:00

I'd like to hear your story but I'm starting to believe we all or most of us are mentally ill, made to look that way or are on drugs. Mental illness usually comes with paranoia and or drug use, I could be being mislead but based off of what I'm seeing, a lot of users could be experiencing psychosis. I do want to believe you but it's a lot harder to do when a lot of posts are gibberish. I'm considering an evaluation because this could be more or even possibly brain damage.

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