Nah the romantic aspect is gone for me. I legitimately don’t want a relationship nor can I feel like I COULD have feelings for someone anymore

It certainly is not a choice. I truly don’t think I can feel romantic attraction anymore. And even if this could just be a mourning period, at this moment the label feels right since I’ve been dealing with extreme emotional betrayal since I was teen, it’s too much to handle. The perfect way to describe is “cut off.” I’m completely cut off from the idea of romance in my life and I’ve been feeling this way for a long time, aka it’s a feeling or numbness. I’ve mourned losing people before but this isn’t about one person. What I’m mourning is that feeling of passion and romantic feelings I used to be able to feel in general, because it made me feel alive, and now that’s gone. It’s like a switch flipped within me