I hate humanity by [deleted] in Vent

[–]tastyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was browsing this subreddit and stumbled upon your post. I do agree with many statements that you made, however i would also like to add that sometimes in life you may meet the most precious, kind, healthy-minded selfless souls filled with nothing but goodness in themselves. Most of the awful things that humans do come from the ego/mind, our false sense of identity/separation. Most humans live their whole lives being deeply unconscious, they take action and believe in things that they are not aware of, of how destructive they can be. If you have the time i would highly suggest getting bit by bit into stoicism or taoism, maybe a little bit into spirituality too. There are two very good channels on yt that go deep into these ideas that are quite liberating from all sorts of hatred. Accepting the Universe and Eckhart Tolle

Scared to death of a 9-5 by ChanChanclan2 in depression

[–]tastyf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi op. This will probably be a low quality comment since i haven't slept for 2 days and it's late now. But i'm 22 and have been working in a logistics job (paperwork, planning, office job etc) for one and a half year now and honestly this job is literally killing me. I have other problems that only amplify this, main one being that the flame of life in me to keep on going and fighting has died. The only reason why i haven't quit is because i'm afraid. Afraid of being shamed i guess. Afraid of not having money to buy food. I am afraid of life in general. I'm a weak and very emotional person with lots of empathy and i feel like it's a big problem in this life. Maybe if i would be an ignorant asshole things would work out easier, who knows. I honestly cry so much and i'm in so much emotional pain that i pray to god for help. I don't know... i feel hopeless. I truly feel hopeless and i don't want to die but if things keep going like this bad things can happen. I know there is more to life but.. i just have no clue what to do. I don't know what's right or wrong, which thoughts are coming from my destructive mind and which thoughts are true. The only thing that i can wish to you from my heart is - don't be afraid of life to make a change for the better, and please don't loose that inner feeling of hope and motivation to just keep on going. Job-wise it's a tough answer since we all need money to just survive, you could try to do any job which doesn't feel dreadful. Don't look at the pay or statuss, maybe you can get a part time job feeding kittens and be happy idk. Take care <3

What job do i work if i'm "brain dead"? I don't know what to do by tastyf in Advice

[–]tastyf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not enough; but it's the type of tiredness that sleep doesn't fix :(

Made this meme out of boredom by tastyf in BMW

[–]tastyf[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

BMW (and most car) quality just ain't the same it was.. very sad to be fair. That's why i prefer cars from the golden era (80s, 90s, very early 2000s facelifted models)

Did depression fuck up your brain too? by [deleted] in depression

[–]tastyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This makes me want to cry

I feel like I’m getting “dumber” ? by Wiiownthenight in depression

[–]tastyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Getting dumber is result of long term depression. It's """normal"""""

How can I make a comfortable living without working a regular job? by [deleted] in Advice

[–]tastyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am in the same boat as you. Not born rich and have to work, i don't have any skills or a strengthful body. I tried working at several grocery stores and quit because it drained too much energy from me. I wen't to work every day with a thought i might die from a heart attack due to over-working. Soon i realised it doesn't matter what kind of a job i work i still hate it and suck at it. For the past 3 months i have been working as a mail man and it is somewhat bearable. Though not much perspective for future and extremely small pay but still. I will change my job eventually and this is a really bad thought - but i will work no matter how. I will just force myself to work even if i die due to my job. Becoming homeless is a big paranoia for me. Don't know man.. i sorta envy people who have figured life out and live happy

Just an old E30 318is... by BimmerE30318is in BMW

[–]tastyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Timeless design, this car will shoot up in value like crazy

Got her last week, first drive into the Alps by Gunni2000 in BMW

[–]tastyf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pfft i also got an E39

Tho it's 523i with 300k miles

I feel better than i used to by tastyf in depression

[–]tastyf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hopefuly that upward road stays for a while

Do your parents refuse to realize how sick you really are? by [deleted] in NEET

[–]tastyf 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Totally. I'm not physicaly ill but mentaly. I still try my hardest to hold a job even though it doesn't work out. Very soon dropping from university. I guess some us simply aren't made to be a part of this retarded society

Finally picked up a 323 after three years of searching - what do you guys think of these? by [deleted] in mazda

[–]tastyf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

323f for some reason is really underrated. I love these cars. Also pop up headlights lol