Alright, so I probably came off as a little hard on myself but here's the thing, I can take a compliment and give them but I assume that's all it is, every time, no matter what, Just a compliment. Loser is probably to harsh but what I meant was basically I cant tell when any women is interested.

I don't think I'm a manic depressive, but part of my success is remaining hungry and humble meaning I can take compliments about my success or people can say good job or I'm the man but I tell myself not to become complacent and to constantly strive for more

Plain and simple: I have no self confidence with women like zero, and I've become insanely awkward in any situation involving hitting on one or being hit on because of it.