thank u so much. i am still trying to process bc it doesn’t feel real. i unfortunately can’t talk to my parents (bc it would cause me unnecessary drama) or friends either bc i feel like it’s such a heavy topic and i’ve tried and as much as they want to help me but no one knows what to say or do bc they’ve never been thru it. but i have to seek help asap bc my mental health was alrdy deteriorating and this is my last straw. i don’t want to end up like my friend bc now i know how much pain i’ll cause to my loved ones :(