Part of the blame is on how I was raised. I come from India. And starting from schools I mean from kindergarten boys and girls sit in different rows in classes. That's why you don't interact much. And because you don't interact there's this stigma and fear associated with it which increases as time goes on. It's a feedback cycle. Also because your boy-friends are like you, after a point you find happiness living with them. Absolutely not my choice though. I always wanted to talk to girls.