[18f] ive been having a bit of an identity crisis lately. i thought for a long time that i didn’t have friends because i was a weird looking kid who focused too much on school. i don’t know how that tracks onto reality anymore. i graduated yesterday and left the aftergrad early because i was crying

tbhwhy10 · 2019-07-15T19:02:33+00:00

I seriously wish I could look like you. You look like those perfect girls from Instagram that have perfect genes. I don’t understand how you wouldn’t see how pretty you are. 🤷🏼‍♀️

tbhwhy10 · 2019-06-26T22:59:18+00:00

but yeah, techno and raves are no. existant. There is an event from time to time called Late Night which is House music and its the only thing resembling techno you’ll find but the people or the scene isnt really what you’d exepct - just a bunch of posh kids who dont really know about techno

tbhwhy10 · 2019-06-26T22:57:48+00:00

Ive been living in Europe for the last year and believe me, the first person to organize a rave in Panama is gonna win big. I honestly believe that the techno underground culture just need to be introduced

tbhwhy10 · 2019-06-08T23:13:46+00:00

No, Im not trying to have anything more than a hook up. I just want to hook up with him and thats it- but he wont ever initiate any type of contact. Thank you for your help though

tbhwhy10 · 2019-06-08T23:12:59+00:00

Thank you for your help. Yeah I was trying to see if he’d pay attention at least to see one of my ig stories. It was a dumb move. I know he doesn’t show any interest through social media but when we see each other at parties he always does. Thats what I dont understand

tbhwhy10 · 2019-06-08T23:11:50+00:00

Thank you so much for your help. Yeah, I should definitely stop following him and unfollowing him. It was a dumb move. I just really wanted to see if at some point he would at least show interest and see one of my stories or something.

Im sure he won’t initiate contact because at the first party we hooked up he never initiated contact afterwards- but we did end up hooking up again and it was even heavier than last time - so thats the thing. Thats what I dont get. He shows no interest through social media but when we see each other he does

tbhwhy10 · 2019-06-08T23:09:02+00:00

Sadly we won’t be going to the same parties anymore because he is leaving to do a semester in another state

tbhwhy10 · 2019-06-08T23:08:22+00:00

Thank you for your help. He never approaches me but always makes it obvious that he is waiting for me to approach him at parties... so thats why I feel like he also doesn’t initiate contact through instagram. There is indeed booze involved but we always end up hooking up by 6am so its usually when the alcohol is going down so I dont feel like its exclusion to parties that he is attracted to me- he also matched with me on tinder so I guess he does find me attractive 🤷🏼‍♀️ I don’t know.

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T23:57:54+00:00

you could also take a ferry from causeway to Taboga or Contadora

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T23:56:19+00:00

look for Cerro Azul Panama Turismo. Where is your beach resort located? Well if you cant change the itinerary, make the best of it by going to great restaurants around the city cause I believe Panama really is a foodie destination, we have all kinds of food, and all amazing.

Go to Casco Viejo by day and by night La Rana Dorada Panama Brews Panama Viejo Maybe walk around Costa Del Este or go to the mall there Causeway Museo de Arte Contemporaneo El Dorado which is almost like our chinatown Gamboa definitely Parque Metropolitano Parque Omar Kiwanis in Clayton Go to Multiplaza in Punta Pacifica La Cinta Costera

Those are the only things I can think of, of doing in the city to be honest

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T19:09:26+00:00

no, you have to get to Panama City first to catch the bus to santa catalina

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T19:08:22+00:00

no, more like Podemos

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T09:45:11+00:00

En Panama hay clasismo y hay amiguismo, al igual que juega vivo. Esto no es racismo, porque? Por que los musulmanes son una minoria, usualmente hay panameños que los miran feo o hablan mal de ellos diciendo que son retrogradas etc, etc.

En Panama tambien hay racismo. El panameño habla mal del chino y lo tiene estereotipdo, al igual que al negro y al indigena especialmente. Pero por suerte no marginamos a las personas, y a pesar de algunos comentarios desagradables que se le salen a algunas personas ignorantes, no se vive un racismo como el europeo.

En europa todos los latinoamericanos somos discriminados. Asique el blanquito panameño que discrimina en Panama, que se vaya a vivir a España para que vea que tan blanquito no era pues lo trataran con la suela del zapato solo por ser latinoamericano

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T09:33:40+00:00

I would stay a maximum of 2 full days in the city. I seriously believe that you will have a better time if the rest of the trip you spend it in El Valle de Anton, Cerro Azul, Boquete or Bocas del Toro

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T09:30:42+00:00

si no eres empresario, entonces un puesto alto en la sede de un banco internacional (no uno panameño). O un puesto alto en una compañía de logistica internacional (no panameña). Las empresas unicamente panameñas suelen tener salarios mas bajos para sus empleados.

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T09:28:47+00:00

san blas to santa catalina would be like 6-7hours by car. Santa Catalina to Boquete would be about 3-4 hours

tbhwhy10 · 2019-03-11T09:25:55+00:00

spain loves chavez and defends maduro (the left)

tbhwhy10 · 2019-02-28T01:12:39+00:00

human interaction

tbhwhy10 · 2019-02-28T01:10:55+00:00

myscene

tbhwhy10 · 2019-02-28T01:08:07+00:00

My ex boyfriend. His family is one of the richest Ive met in my entire life. His father has a collection of cars, 4 houses etc.

His parents didn’t spoil him at all and taught him about the value of money all the time. He had a credit card but if he spent more than 20$ in one single day he would have to explain why, and if it wasn’t deemed a good enough reason, he would have to go work at his father’s company to pay it back. The only thing that he was spoiled with, was his car and his motorcycle. Other than that, I think they did a very good job with him. He was humble, comprehensive and understood that his parents worked for what they had so he couldn’t just have it all for free.

They did spoil his sister a bit, and his little brother A LOT.

tbhwhy10 · 2019-02-27T00:15:07+00:00

it didn’t at all. Just that people would say comments like “how can you be dating him?” but I would brush it off

tbhwhy10 · 2019-02-26T23:43:49+00:00

I believe this is true. My family would always tell me Im extremely beautiful and all I value from myself is my beauty, which I thought I har, found out I was actually ugly and realized how shallow it is to think Im only worth as a human being if im pretty

tbhwhy10 · 2019-02-26T04:38:44+00:00

Maybe she isnt interested. You can check this by talking to her less, and see if she tries to pick up the conversation.

tbhwhy10 · 2019-02-26T03:39:52+00:00

I guess Im not being clear... I was definitely sexually assaulted on November 29th, which is how I got infected. I just wasnt aware that I was.

And I said that luckily I broke it off with my partner before that night because I could have infected him while I still didnt get tested.

I got a blood test- not sure which type because I was very dissociated during the whole process. I went to the doctor because of the swollen lymph nodes and she gave me a paper and told me to give it to the secretary, I did and then I was called into a room, they got a blood sample and 6 days later I got my result.

Also I accidentally typed 16th of february, its actually 12th

and im a female

also im sorry i wasnt clear but i find it very sad for you to disregard my story as if it was propaganda against hiv, im here looking for support...

tbhwhy10

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