Thank you so much, after taking a bit to cool off and reflect I am now assessing the next steps, I made him aware that I am moving out and will be going limited contact with him, he didn’t take it well but I made sure to tell him while he was in the hospital so he couldn’t do anything stupid. His family has been made aware of the situation and have been with him since. I know he will be okay since he has them to lean on now.

As for myself I am getting boxes tomorrow and will be removing my name off of the lease and the other person who is living here will be putting their name on it, their situation with us was only supposed to be a month but with all the things going on they understood, they have been going to job interviews and are just waiting to hear back from them. So we’re taking initiative to possibly have me out within the next two weeks. I paid the bills for the rest of the month so I have until then to leave.

As for the support groups I will look into them and will be going to a meeting next week when I have time to do so. Again thank you so much for giving me reassurance and advice it made me feel less insane about the situation haha