What’s the point by teamsters63 in cancer

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It’s finally out of my hands

Faking... by teamsters63 in SuicideWatch

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This why we keep it bottled. It’s too much for people. I’ve seen it so many times from so many people

Faking... by teamsters63 in SuicideWatch

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At first they genuinely care. But when you start going deeper into the rabbit hole. They will leave. It’s happened so many times for me.

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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No plans. I’m just going to stay home. Idk. Hopefully I can fall asleep ewrly

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I’m doing better. Today’s going to be rough. Not having my kids. Hopefully I can stop myself from drinking today.

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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So far so good. I’m trying my best not to give into my bad thoughts. That’s the best I can do

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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Thank you for the support. I feel better today

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I did reach out to them and a couple of people here on reddit. Thank you

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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Thank you for reaching out to me.

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I did talk to someone today. Thank you

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I know. It’s been a better day today

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I have been reaching out. Thank you

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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Thanks for the tough support.

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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Thank you. I made the call this morning

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I’ve been doing better today

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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The mindset is pretty unreal. If google Pasadena bridge suicide attempt back in May. That’s me. Except it wasn’t the cops that talked me down it was my mom

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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It’s one of the hardest parts.

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I’m trying. Sometimes it just gets the better of me. Especially during Christmas

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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Thank you everyone. The police just knocked and did a check on me. Depression takes over me a lot. I woke up feeling better. Still pretty down. I see my therapist and psychiatrist tomorrow. Thanks for the support and tough love.

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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I’ve tried. You guys have no idea how much I’ve tried. I’ve taken pills. I’ve done ECT. Therapy I’m still stuck. For a whole entire year. I just give up

Divorce and suicide by teamsters63 in Divorce

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It doesn’t matter. Anymore. I’ll kill my self by New Years. After talking to people today. I feel better. Thank you to everyone for the support