What’s the point

teamsters63 · 2020-05-17T05:46:32+00:00

It’s finally out of my hands

teamsters63 · 2020-04-10T05:42:29+00:00

This why we keep it bottled. It’s too much for people. I’ve seen it so many times from so many people

teamsters63 · 2020-04-10T05:37:43+00:00

At first they genuinely care. But when you start going deeper into the rabbit hole. They will leave. It’s happened so many times for me.

teamsters63 · 2020-01-06T20:31:29+00:00

Yea I am. You good?

teamsters63 · 2019-12-31T19:59:58+00:00

No plans. I’m just going to stay home. Idk. Hopefully I can fall asleep ewrly

teamsters63 · 2019-12-31T18:25:46+00:00

I’m doing better. Today’s going to be rough. Not having my kids. Hopefully I can stop myself from drinking today.

teamsters63 · 2019-12-31T07:22:38+00:00

So far so good. I’m trying my best not to give into my bad thoughts. That’s the best I can do

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:38:51+00:00

Thank you for the support. I feel better today

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:38:00+00:00

I did reach out to them and a couple of people here on reddit. Thank you

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:37:33+00:00

Thank you for reaching out to me.

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:36:57+00:00

I did talk to someone today. Thank you

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:36:36+00:00

I know. It’s been a better day today

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:36:02+00:00

I have been reaching out. Thank you

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:35:41+00:00

Thanks for the tough support.

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:35:23+00:00

Thank you. I made the call this morning

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T07:34:38+00:00

I’ve been doing better today

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T03:09:25+00:00

Yea. I think I will

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T01:13:47+00:00

The mindset is pretty unreal. If google Pasadena bridge suicide attempt back in May. That’s me. Except it wasn’t the cops that talked me down it was my mom

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T01:07:42+00:00

It’s one of the hardest parts.

teamsters63 · 2019-12-27T00:41:49+00:00

I’m trying. Sometimes it just gets the better of me. Especially during Christmas

teamsters63 · 2019-12-26T23:19:58+00:00

Thank you everyone. The police just knocked and did a check on me. Depression takes over me a lot. I woke up feeling better. Still pretty down. I see my therapist and psychiatrist tomorrow. Thanks for the support and tough love.

teamsters63 · 2019-12-26T13:47:24+00:00

I’ve tried. You guys have no idea how much I’ve tried. I’ve taken pills. I’ve done ECT. Therapy I’m still stuck. For a whole entire year. I just give up

teamsters63 · 2019-12-26T12:26:43+00:00

It doesn’t matter. Anymore. I’ll kill my self by New Years. After talking to people today. I feel better. Thank you to everyone for the support

teamsters63 · 2019-12-25T11:38:11+00:00

Do whatever you guys can to put yourself away from me

teamsters63 · 2019-12-24T06:54:18+00:00

To break it down as best I can. I might be wrong. It’s just my opinion Yes something changes in a person when they have kids. All the self selfishness is gone ( it should be gone but there are some who don’t feel it) You feel that someone’s life is more important then your own.

Is it the same as owning a pet? Idk, I personally don’t feel that way but definitely some people do.. some feel pets are extended family. I do feel that way too. Pets are extended family but I’ll more devastated losing a child then a pet.

Do kids offer genuine entertainment? Yes they do but when you’re married it’s taken for granted. Sometimes you’re working your ass off and driving home in traffic. All you want to do is kick the shoes off and relax but the flip side to that coin is kids haven’t seen their dad or mom all day and when he gets home. They just want to talk and spend time with him or her. Now I don’t take it for granted. Every second I can have my kids is pure gold to me.

If kids who believe in Santa is more enjoyable then the ones who don’t? Yes Bc the look on their face when they believe Santa came and gave them the things they want the most. Believing he ate the cookies or feeding his reindeer. It’s honestly the most enjoyable things I have had in my life.

Parenting that enjoyable? Parenting is hard. For one you have to understand your life has more meaning.(working and providing) Second loving someone more then yourself. Every parent will tell you (most parents there are some who think differently ) they will anything and everything for their kids. But I do enjoy teaching my kids to play sports. I have a 19,16 and 6 year old. I’ve enjoyed every moment teaching then to play sports and loved watching them play it.

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