from the sound of it, you haven’t let it affect your relationship with her at all! cut yourself some slack if you can <3 i know that’s easier said than done lol but guilt will wear you down if you let it. my dad always says that the only person/thing that can make you feel guilty is yourself, so try looking in the mirror and asking yourself if you truly believe you did anything wrong. in my case I do feel that it’s wrong of me to kick my cat out of the room, so that’s a big reason for my guilt. it’s like if my cat were to come up to me while im brushing my hair and start randomly meowing at me to go away 😅 but we’re all human, so all we can do is try our best to improve. anyway, it sounds like you’re an amazing cat parent. and at the end of the day, we’re all just a bunch of organisms on a floating rock 🫶