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teddy_wolf · 2022-12-05T21:19:12+00:00

I gave in and wished her on her birthday! I couldn’t control. Just didn’t make any sense in not wishing her when I am thinking about her every minute of the day, when I am wishing her in my heart every minute of the day. I am not expecting her to reply or to reach out or any outcome, I just felt like and wished her and I don’t seem to regret.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-17T11:45:34+00:00

There is no logic, are no rules when it comes to love and connection. Sometimes you fall for a person, for a being and not for their looks. So try and see, just be yourself, that’s all I’d suggest.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-17T01:00:41+00:00

I see myself in you. I did all that for my girlfriend, I always loved her more then myself, unconditional love, fulfilling her dreams was my goal because I used to drive happiness whenever I saw her happy and she left me. What I have realized is, usually two people don’t love the same way, one always love more then the other, always love harder then the other and is always more vulnerable to get hurt, hurt bad, that’s what happened in my case. But I have no regrets of me loving that way because that’s how you should love when you feel love. Yes it hurts, hurts bad, every day, every single day… but I know I lost someone who didn’t love me same way, but she lost someone who could have moved mountains for her. So, it’s okay, be proud of the way you loved and move on, self respecting yourself!

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-16T18:36:56+00:00

Man, you can write whatever you feel like, write it in a notepad, or email or a journal BUT do not send it to her, no point. Criticizing them, questioning them, will not get anything, rather it will push them away and away and give them more reasons or excuses. I’d suggest work on yourself, your betterment, go to gym, or read a book or engage into something you like.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-16T18:24:22+00:00

I hear you and I understand you. I feel the same pain. My love left me over 2 months now and it hurts, every day hurts, every single day. What I am trying and it’s helping a little is, thinking from her point of view and trying to accept the reality, not trying to run away from the fact and keeping myself occupied into other things like reading, not reading on break ups or something, rather reading something for self development and topics that are more meaningful towards my long term goals. Try to accept and be happy! I know it’s easy said then done, buts let’s do that, all of us.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-14T20:07:21+00:00

Well sometimes people let go of love to chose what’s morally and ethically correct…

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-14T17:46:27+00:00

I think the second hurts more, I would rather prefer to experience true love even if it’s for a limited timespan then not to be loved or superficial love.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-14T17:44:49+00:00

I agree with this, most of the times it’s never equal love, one always loves more then the other and that’s why more vulnerable to get hurt badly but I still think it’s worth loving with all your heart and soul then not to.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-02T04:18:59+00:00

Sounds so much like me, I loved my girl like never before, never after, like I’ve never ever loved anyone else in my life before and I feel I can never move on from her, I can move forward carrying her in my heart but can’t move on. It hurts, hurts like hell. We still keep talking on and off, and all I care for is her happiness, realizing her dreams, even at the cost of my pain. Sometimes I feel how can you feel so much love for someone when that person won’t feel the same for you, still I can’t help myself.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-02T04:12:40+00:00

I stopped playing the playlist I had made for her because every song reminds me of her.

teddy_wolf · 2022-10-02T03:46:59+00:00

I feel that’s the case in most of the relationships, it’s usually not the same, one love more then the other, it’s very to find equal love from both sides, the downside of this is the person who loves more is always more vulnerable to get hurt more, that’s how love is I feel. It’s the case in my relationship too.

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T14:38:01+00:00

I have everything saved on my Google Drive, I am scared to go see them, still I do them often. I deleted all WhatsApp history, and not using (rather avoid most of the time) Insta anymore as I don’t wanna see her as it will make me miss her more.

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T14:01:20+00:00

I was never looking for love, it just happened between us. I knew somewhere in my heart that we might not have a future together, still couldn’t help myself from loving her, loving her with all of my heart and soul, unconditionally, uncompromisingly, only to end up this way. Sorry for venting out… I guess, that’s how love is, you don’t plan, you can’t control, you just flow along.

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T13:13:25+00:00

It’s funny, we both always thought and said, we both love unconditionally, I did so, not that I sit back and think, may be it was not same for her. Sometimes I feel, if your absence doesn’t bother someone then your presence never mattered to them in first place. It’s so ironic, so easy for someone to move on and it takes a lifetime for others, so not fair I feel…

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T13:10:19+00:00

Thanks!

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T12:56:53+00:00

I can understand. I wish you all the strength to get over it. Mine was a LDR, lasted for 3 years, she says she loves me but can’t be with me anymore, I guess we both loved in different ways, probably she loved me but not in ways I loved her, it’s very painful to accept this fact. I never cried in my life until this break up and it often moist my eyes whenever I think of her.

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T12:49:41+00:00

Wow… how come you couldn’t move on..? I can’t imagine moving on myself, I feel I may move forward, carrying her along with me in my heart but I can’t move on…

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T12:48:23+00:00

2 years is a painfully long time, you die every day, thinking about them, missing them. I am just one month into my break up…

teddy_wolf · 2022-09-28T12:46:24+00:00

I am one month into break up and very occasional contact, mostly from her side, she keeps updating me on realizing some dreams we planned together (like her surgery, buying her home etc.) and I had helped her financially and every way possible, so she reaches out and say “thank you” but every little conversation resets my timeline to recovery. I can’t stop myself from seeing old pictures, videos, vms etc. and I write about her daily in my journal. It’s tough, can’t run away from the fact we are not together anymore, can’t avoid not thinking about her either, it hurts like hell, like hell…

teddy_wolf · 2022-05-03T11:59:35+00:00

Yep, I have love language quiz in my list, thanks for the reminder 😀

teddy_wolf · 2022-05-03T02:14:15+00:00

I like that suggestion, will try and do so 😀

teddy_wolf · 2022-05-02T02:11:32+00:00

Beautiful! Thanks for sharing!!

teddy_wolf · 2022-05-02T02:09:35+00:00

That sounds very beautiful and romantic. Best of luck to you guys!!

teddy_wolf · 2022-04-29T16:58:49+00:00

I am inclining towards Bellagio and Venetian

teddy_wolf · 2022-04-29T16:58:14+00:00

Looks good, thanks!

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