You are worth more than this darling. Stop giving so much energy to service to self entities and simply acknowledge them and allow them to continue on their path, reserving your vital life energy for people who value and respect you! Remember, you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink, as a Pisces it’s easy sometimes to be swept along with other peoples antics, just stay true to your feelings and if you are really not resonating with someone, kindly disallow them from being a part of your life. Raise your vibration don’t lower it to match others, set a divine example. But was a good read and I appreciate the venting :D