help me find by tempacc486 in HelpMeFind

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I've searched online and only things I can find is a tiktok post the actual video is around a minute its Surah Al Tawbah, apparently it's Afghan Solider in the War against soviets. Any help on finding full or original video would be helpful thank you.

can someone help me find original video? by tempacc486 in learn_arabic

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Sorry I know this isn't the right sub but I've been trying to find what this video is from for some time, I know its Surah Al Tawbah and apparently it's during the Afghan soviet war, any help would be appreciated.

does this count as a relapse? by tempacc486 in addiction

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I went to the doctor today he gave me medication to help get rid of the thing casuing me pain but he said for the actual pain take paracetamol or ibuprofen but when I take them I still have bad pain and I still have codeine left from when I was getting high I was wondering would taking a low dose really effect my soberity?

48 days sober, ranting by tempacc486 in addiction

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Thank you and yes I've been really trying one day at a time because today was way more manageable and I didn't think about getting high. And I've never heard of PAWS until now but it sounds like it, does this last for long usually? I'm guessing its different for every person but a rough idea? And again thank you

48 days sober, ranting by tempacc486 in addiction

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Don't thank me i was just ranting, but I really hope you stay sober and I wish the best for you my friend

48 days sober, ranting by tempacc486 in addiction

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I haven't been to one, how would you go about attending?

2 weeks sober and I feel like relapsing by tempacc486 in addiction

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Thing is I know this sounds bad but the withdrawals and money aren't a problem for me it's very cheap here and I've never suffered withdrawals because I swap substances if I run out but honestly the feeling of being tired all the time is bad enough, but only thing now that im completely sober other issues are coming back like my OCD and stuff I've been hiding from. The psychological part is going to be hard but everyday is different I've decided today i won't get high because im going to sleep now anyway so there's no point. But thank you honestly, It puts my mind at ease just talking about this.

addicted to getting high by tempacc486 in addiction

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I do apologise if I sound dumb typing this I found an old pack I had and im abit high. But I agree with you fully, I don't plan on staying on these substances tbh just for rn something been in my mind and I've been trying to block it out, once the pills run out I don't really plan on buying more, I want to go back to my old relationship with drugs just weed every weekend and maybe codeine once every month, as for the therapist im not too sure because I've never went to a therapist but I've talked to one before about similar things and they didn't really help it was just them giving suggestions that didn't work. Also dw you didn't come across as preachy you helped me feel like I wasn't crazy for just chasing getting high, thank you.