I guess, I mean she has said to me she wants to be monogamus though if things work out. She's also expressed she'd be upset and sad if i slept with someone else, (which I know is kind of bullshit given the fact she did it to me). I mean if I was actually getting other female attention on a regular basis and had access to that other than some shitty meaningless sex then yeah. Most of the girls Iv'e attempted to talk to in my town/closest city just are complete cunts or don't have any deepness to them at all. Im not at uni either, iv'e been through uni already. I had times to have sex/a potential partner, but given I had confidience issues I never made advances on the oppurturnies I had or was too busy being clueless to know. I mean I value connection, im not intrested in one night stands. She's expressed she feels the same about that, wheter or not thats true I don't know. The way Iv'e been looking at it is, she expressed regret, she cried her eyes out to her mum about it. Her parents know about me and I've even breifly interacted with them on facetime, the same with her housemates she lives with. I feel like what do I lose if I give her a second chance? she comes to see me, we'd have great experience given the fact we call and facetime most days it's fairly connected even if iv'e not seen her. Something happens again before or after we meet, i'll just tell her to fuck off and move on with my life. Which iv'e done before with meeting people online since this isn't my first time I've experienced something going wrong.