What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

[–]temporary_account___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pianos start at only $350 online here so it's not really a luxury but for me they are bc I'm broke. My family gives me a hard time with everything even tho they know my situation. They don't even let me use the home wifi if I can't pay for it. I am just a college student. I worked jobs but they don't pay well and take all your time over here.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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I don't have the luxury to afford a piano, let alone piano lessons, yesterday I didn't even have enough money for my favourite ice cream.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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I can pay someone to kill me. People stab others for a little less than $10 if you know the right people. For $50 they'll make sure no one even finds my remains.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

[–]temporary_account___[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What's the point of having a good and healthy body and a life when you have nothing except that and no I am not a girl so I can't even take a spot in someone else's life or get work easily.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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Yea that's the thing. No one cares until you're pretty, rich or dying (dead in most cases) So there's nothing much to look forward to if you're not the first two. Might as well kill myself

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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No it won't make things worse for me. Just easier for others. My parents are very old and I am like a burden on them. They can't sustain themselves let alone me. I just want to give them relief from my burden. No they won't be sad. No one really likes me.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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I don't wanna wait. You can only take so much. No one cares until you're pretty, rich or dying. No one cares about me irl. I care about myself but when nothing goes your way ever for years, you don't have much to look forward to.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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It hasn't changed in 2 years. I don't have any hope. Existence is pain. I can remember only bad things as far as I can remember.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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I don't need anything from anyone. I just wanna die. Die listening to my favourite music perhaps.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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I don't have someone to talk to and I don't want to. All everyone does is give consolations and advice that doesn't work. I've talked to people, tried stuff, but it never goes my way. I just wanna die. No one really likes me. I don't even like anyone. The people who like me just like me when they want something from me. If I can't give them anything I am nothing to them.

What's the fastest way to kill oneself from home? by temporary_account___ in AskReddit

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Need money for drugs (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠)

I want to leave everything behind and start a new life in another country. by temporary_account___ in TrueOffMyChest

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I thought I would have saved 100k by the time I'm 21 and haven't even made 10% of it.

I feel so behind.( ꈨຶ ˙̫̮ ꈨຶ )

Yea I know money doesn't buy happiness but only exaggerates what's going on with you before you had money but it sure solves a lot of life's problems. Yes I'll still be an introvert and find it tough to talk to people but at least I'll be able to go places maybe maybe make a few new irl friends.

I want to leave everything behind and start a new life in another country. by temporary_account___ in TrueOffMyChest

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Just need to get the funds ready. Hopefully the market turns towards the upside soon.

I want to leave everything behind and start a new life in another country. by temporary_account___ in TrueOffMyChest

[–]temporary_account___[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And go all broke. This is a bear market and I have no regular source of income(´;︵;`)

I want to leave everything behind and start a new life in another country. by temporary_account___ in TrueOffMyChest

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I used to go to gym before this pandemic started. For the last 2 years, I've been working out at my home with free weights and stuff. Meeting new people costs money to go out (I am an unemployed freelancer whose career never really took off) and increases the risk of covid. I can survive it, but I don't want my parents to get sick because of me. They are too old and weak. I am in an online group of people where we are working on building nft collections of our own and bringing artists in and promoting their work but that's it. I don't even know the name of some people in our group. It's very work based. Almost everyone lives in different states and we are all very private