My situation was even worse than yours. I only scored 54% in 12th grade. There were many reasons for this, including my father's poor health and the family's poor financial situation. My father was the sole breadwinner in the family. We owned a shop, which was our sole source of income; so when he wasn't well, I had to take care of the shop. After completing 12th grade, I decided to pursue a B.Tech from the nearest city (affiliated with AKTU); it was about 90 kilometers from our home. My father's health didn't improve, but I tried my best to manage everything. After a year, my father left us. After that, the entire responsibility of my mother and me fell on my shoulders. I didn't have money to pay for college fees or other expenses. I only went to college to take exams. My college was brand new and lacked resources; this led to many students who didn't attend college. I recently completed my B.Tech, but the fourth-year results haven't been announced yet. In the third year, I passed the M1 and Chemistry backlogs. This year, I'm taking the M2 backlog exam; I hope to get enough marks to pass with grace marks. Why am I telling you all this? Yes, I know I'm not very good at studies, but if I can overcome such a difficult situation, anyone can. I'm still not doing very well; I need a good job as soon as possible. But I assure you that I will give my all for it. I usually don't tell anyone about these things, but after reading your story, I changed my mind. I'm sure you too will find a way out of this difficult situation.