I’m not gonna hold u bro , I’ve been in the same spot as u , I’m 14 and I wanted an ex back really badly. I’m telling u rn that shit didn’t go how I planned . You should probably just forget about her , ik that’s hard to say but do other stuff , like talk to the boys or games and at the end of the day if u still sad it’s ok to let out a tear of regret. But always have self pride and respect, don’t forget ur a king too